y *the love and grace of God in my life..*

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

what a packed week.
mon - PBL in-house course
tues - class
wed - PBL in-house course
thurs - class
fri - class

other than the above, i've the usual problem briefings, meetings, UT marking, daily grading etc.
i must hao lian what i did today!
my course is from 9am - 1pm but i was so sleepy i woke up at 8am!
left house at 9am - drove to school - attended the course at 9.40am till 12pm since it ended early - headed over to W2 to scan my attendance for staff sharing (we need at least 10 sessions in a year for our LNA and i've only 7 so far) - didn't want to attend so i walked the other side to W3 to scan my attendance for problem briefing (have to attend at least once weekly).

ah ha. according to the scanning machine, at 12pm, i'm at PBL course (E1) and staff sharing (W2) and problem briefing (W3) all at the same time! =)
lalalalala.. then i had chicken rice dabao-ed from causeway point by leslie and i've been at my desk for grading ever since.

haven't decided if i wanna pop by christ church secondary later on since they're having children and BB camp there but i don't want to stay in office till so late.
shall i be nice and bring them supper? or shall i just fetch germin home and enjoy home-cooked food and my TV programme and sleep?
i've class for the next two days.. =(


//posted by ivy @ 15:45//

Saturday, November 24, 2007

was at aunty janette's place for almost the entire day for the GB retreat and it was tiring!
a bit hard to "escape" BOTC next year..boohoo. i'm quite happy being just a helper eh.
and the arrows are coming lah.. violet, help!!

i haven't bought anything for dear's birthday
ah well.. it's so hard to get him stuff, except err.. something by the brand of taylor? bleah.

and cindy is going to be my new neighbour soon! =)
not just the same estate, but also the same block! i was a little surprised..heh.


//posted by ivy @ 23:34//

Friday, November 23, 2007

"For the Lord is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations.”

what a timely reminder of His love and faithfulness; one that goes beyond comprehension and i'm thankful that He hasn't given up on me all these while.
i'm thankful for the various times that God has taught and allowed me to view things from a different perspective and as that happened, my heart was filled with a different emotion as what i would usually feel

as the year draws to an end, it's always a time for reflection, a time to set directions for the coming year and a time to be thankful
i pray that i'll hear God even more clearly as i go about making certain decisions, and that i'll obey out of my love for Him.


//posted by ivy @ 14:51//

Monday, November 19, 2007

GB camp is over and although it seems a short 3D2N camp, it was definitely energy-zapping!

the day games went fine but i think the fun-nite's games were even better
in anyway, i'm so glad that it's over and i definitely had fun with the girls although i wasn't with them for half the camp or maybe even more.

enjoyed working with violet and all the helpers really made such a big difference in our games preparation and the execution

lack of sleep.
and i've got class tmr.
wonderful. =(

//posted by ivy @ 22:27//

Thursday, November 15, 2007

there's something weird with the camp comm for GB camp this year
somehow, it's really different from the past when i've led youth camp
hmm.. anyway, two more days to the camp and quite a bit of admin for the games portion.. will somehow, get it done by end of today

heading for class soon, my third class for the week
a bit drained, largely due to the grading that is yet to be done and this particular class isn't one which is easy to manage


//posted by ivy @ 08:21//

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

it's those time of the year again..where people are leaving
have heard of 6 colleagues so far - four leaving, two converting to AA

i'm..really going to miss raymond. (sad)


//posted by ivy @ 14:02//

Monday, November 12, 2007

the pushcart challenge yesterday went on fine
as with all events, it was a day of changes and ensuring that everyone was kept on alert, doing what we can till the end of the day
baby came down after the ceremony and i was definitely delighted to see him
who wouldn't when your loved ones come down to support the event that you're a part of? =)

not only did he has to wait patiently for me to end everything, he has to entertain my khakis at work who wanted to meet him and to top it off, he helped us with the clearing of the logistics at the end too
went for a short dinner after that and caught a show at night, just needed something to clear my mind after such a stressful day

when i reached office this morning, the first 6 people i came into contact with were all involved in the event yesterday and on our faces wrote one common word - exhausted.
we survived through the day of facilitation though - it was a simple problem, thankfully!
headed for a short dinner with lena, jane and jacq at causeway point; and that brought back what jane told my dear bf yesterday at the event about me shrieking to the group of them everytime im meeting him for dinner
yep.. that's what buddies do to you - they reveal the most embarrassing things you do! =.=


//posted by ivy @ 21:51//

Saturday, November 10, 2007

another 9 more hours to go before i've to be at national library board (victoria street) for the national pushcart challenge
have not quite read through my admin plans for tmr but i do know i'm mainly involved with student registrations and drawing of lots in the morning, then helping with the performances thingy at noon, and finally, ushering of guests etc at the official ceremony

it's gonna be a long day
a long week ahead actually - classes on mon, tues and thurs
stand-by duty on fri
then off to camp for 3 days till mon, and back to class again the following day i'm back

oh man, my grading!
gosh.. what a mad rush it's going to be.

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back-track.
cell on friday was good - yep, the sharing was really hard to swallow and at times, i found it so hard to believe
yet, it was one session i certainly didn't regret going for


//posted by ivy @ 22:58//

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

when i was in krabi, i finished reading and meditating on the book of esther
i've heard so much about the book of esther but believe it or not, i've never really spent time on it

esther was placed in a safe environment to enjoy the lavish lifestyle that she was entitled to but when her fellow friends/people were in danger, she chose to risk her life to see the king but firstly, requested for them to pray and fast for three days
- in stressful situations, do i still wait patiently for God's timing and direction?
- how often do we ernestly pray and fast to seek God to hear from Him?


after reading the entire book, the one strong point which hits is that, God has perfect timing!
to us, we may feel that God hasn't spoken or done anything at the most crucial moment but that is because, we're acting on our own wisdom and in our own timing

sometimes, it's hard because we don't see God, we don't feel God and we don't hear God
but i've learnt to acknowledge God's hand in all situations
"And we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love Him." Romans 8:28

//posted by ivy @ 23:37//

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

back from my krabi trip with jacqueline and joyce
a short 4-days trip but it was enough for us to get away and had some crazy time abroad

[day 1]
- rushed through all our outstanding work in office
- joyce's dad sent us to budget terminal
- check-in, had dinner at hans, departed
- airport transfer to ao nang villa
- zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

[day 2]
- breakfast at hotel
- walked around the shops in ao nang
- massage
- late lunch + lotsa of slacking
- booked our day trip to phi phi island
- walked around more shops
- late dinner + more slacking
- zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

[day 3]
- breakfast at hotel
- day-trip out to phi phi islands plus others
- slacking at hotel pool
- dinner
- massage
- zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

[day 4]
- breakfast at hotel
- lotsa slacking in the room
- half-day city tour
- dinner at krabi town
- check-in and departed

not going into details of what we did, pictures will tell the story when they are uploaded at a later time
enjoyed the trip and a place that i'll definitely want to come back in future at off-peak season


//posted by ivy @ 17:19//

Thursday, November 01, 2007

[Hosanna]
v.1
I see the King of Glory
coming on the clouds with fire
the whole earth shakes
the whole earth shakes, yea...

v.2
I see His love and mercy
washing over all our sin
the people sing
the people sing

chorus.
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

v.3
I see a generation
rising up to take their place
with selfless faith
with selfless faith

v.4
I see a near revival
stirring as we pray and seek
we're on our knees
we're on our knees

bridge.
heal my heart and make it clean
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like You
have loved me
break my heart for what breaks Yours
everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
as I walk from earth into eternity

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a song which speaks to me when i was feeling down in the afternoon
a song which speaks so deeply into my heart that i paused in the midst of my work and pressed "repeat" on my player
"break my heart for what breaks Yours, everything i'm for Your Kingdom's cause.."

it made me stopped at what i was doing, what i was thinking and what i was feeling
i realised i've been dwelling too much into how I feel, what I think, what I do.. so much "I"s.. but ultimately, it doesn't really matter at all.
what matters is.. not about me, but about Him.

i want to be the generation that rises up with faith;
i want to pray and seek till i see a revival;
i want to dedicate everything i am and have to please the one whom i love, so very much!

//posted by ivy @ 00:03//