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Sunday, January 29, 2006

this is crazy, cos it took me super long to finish it.
requested by my student, and i'm so obliging.. becos i'm bored.
there you go.

1 Birthdate?
27 May

2 Place of birth?
KK Hospital, Singapore

3 Blood type?
A+

4 Height?
158cm

5 Weight?
46-48 kg... fluctuating

6 Shoe size?
erm.. normally 6 i guess.

7 Work? Study?
work when i'm teaching my students
study when i'm going for courses to upgrade


8 Childhood nickname?
chilli padi (cos i'm small-size), red apple (cos i turn red after PE)

9 Average hours you sleep in a day?
weekdays - 6 to 7
weekends - as much as i can


10 Time you go to bed?
10 plus or 11 plus

11 Any siblings?
3 step-sisters, who are all married now

12 Eyesight – short-sighted, long-sighted or perfect?
short sighted but refused to wear specs unless needed

13 What languages do you speak?
English, Mandarin, Hokkien

14 What languages would you like to speak?
Japanese, Cantonese

15 Nickname on Messenger?
changes every now and then actually...

16 What do you collect?
plastic money notes, so that i can use in case of emergency! =)

17 Model of handphone you are using?
Samsung ??? (i can't remb)

18 What is on your shopping list?
a new phone maybe and all-time fav: clothes.

19 Favourite t-shirt brand?
i don't really wear tees.

20 Favourite cut of jeans?
straight, hipster?

21 Favourite fashion designer?
none.

22 Favourite clothing label?
mango, g2000, bega, giordano!

23 Favourite shoe label?
i don't wear shoes, except my nike sports shoes.

24 Favourite bag label?
no preference, and i actually have NO craving for LV or gucci at all.

25 Most dominant colour in your wardrobe?
pink, white

26 Most worn-pair of shoes?
which part of "i don't wear shoes" do you not understand?

27 Favourite shampoo?
pantene, organics

28 Favourite conditioner?
i don't use, it comes with shampoo right?

29 Favourite bath product?
dove

30 Favourite facial product?
i don't use too! err, water?

31 Favourite cosmetics?
ZA, red earth

32 Favourite art movement?
huh?

33 Favourite artist?
erm none I guess.

34 Favourite gallery?
"my document" --> "my pictures" =)

35 Favourite cold drink?
iced milo

36 Favourite hot drink?
jasmine green tea, english breakfast etc.

37 Favourite flavour of ice-cream?
chocolate!

38 Favourite cuisine?
i can't pinpoint any, most taste good to me!

39 Favourite sandwich?
not one in particular too..

40 Favourite cake?
chocolate, durian, mango!

41 Favourite chocolate?
dark mint chocolate

42 Favourite fast food?
mushroom swiss from BK, fries from Mac, whipped potato from KFC, milk-shake from MOS, fries/coleslaw from Long John's...

43 Favourite sushi?
all kinds, except maybe the omelette one, too sweet!

44 Favourite breakfast?
fried bee hoon, cui kuey, dim-sum porridge

45 Spaghetti – tomato, cream or pesto sauce?
cream..

46 Beef – rare, medium rare, medium, well-done?
used to be medium rare, now medium

47 Restaurant you frequent most?
V8, Swensens i think.

48 Best dining experience?
Fosters, Petals, i like fine-dining.

49 Worst dining experience?
Princess Palace at Bangkok, charges like mad but no service and food quality

50 Favourite book?
i don't like to read!

51 Favourite movie?
a lot, but if i've to name one, it'd be Lord of the Ring!

52 Favourite artist writer?
...

53 Favourite actor?
tay ping hui, he has this strong, unique charisma in him.

54 Favourite actress?
joanne peh maybe, can be in multiple roles.

55 Favourite record?
...

56 Favourite singer?
...

57 Favourite band?
...

58 Favourite lyrics?
...

59 Favourite TV show?
many many...as long as they're not of martial arts or from tang dynasty.

60 Favourite newspapers?
i seldom read.. =)

61 Favourite magazine?
anyone which is capable of keeping me entertained.

62 Favourite flower?
Sunflower, blue roses, baby's breath

63 Favourite animal?
i can't keep but it gotta be hamsters.

64 Favourite country?
Singapore for now.

65 Favourite street (in your country)?
where there is good food.

66 Favourite street (overseas)?
...

67 Favourite sport?
sports?

68 Scariest movie?
by far, the last scary movie i watched is "the ring", after which i promise myself never to pay to scare myself.

69 Funniest movie?
so many..

70 Favourite leisure activity?
eat, catching up over coffee/tea, spending time with my baby

71 Favourite public transport?
taxi? haha. mrt/bus is fine when there are seats

72 Favourite weather?
not sunny but not rainy either.

73 Dream honeymoon destination?
New Zealand!!

74 Computer you use?
DIY PC / HP Tablet

75 Wallpaper on your computer?
sunset taken at Bintan

76 Screen saver on your computer?
my own crazy pictures. =)

77 How many hours on the internet a day?
as long as i'm awake.

78 Favourite blog?
my blog? =)

79 Favourite news site?
CNA

80 Favourite site?
i've no choice becos im on my sch's page everyday.

81 First pet?
i can't keep so it was fishes from celine.

82 Favourite cartoon from childhood?
Ningja turtles! haha.

83 Favourite toy from childhood?
my parents do not buy toys for me.

84 What makes you smile?
when i'm happy, i guess. oh! and when i receive surprises!

85 What makes you cry?
quarrels, politics, stress, anger, death.

86 Which celebrity would you like to be?
never wanted to be a celebrity.

87 What colour would you be if you are a crayon?
pink

88 If you can go back in time, which period would you want to be in?
i'd still prefer the current time.

89 If you can have your own business, what would you venture into?
wedding planner! haha. hmm, health and wellness.

90 What TV program would you like to go on?
i prefer watching them.

91 How satisfied are you with your current situation?
Very! (although man are never satisfied)

92 What would you rather be doing if you have a choice?
i'm happy where i'm, at the moment.

93 The most important thing that has happened in your life?
Accepting Jesus into my life, when i was 13 years old.

94 What do you think you’ll be doing 5 years down the road?
Working but no idea where, though i'd very much wanna remain where i'm. Taking care of a house, that is if im married.

95 Most desired now?
Having my own house! and hmm, my driving license.

96 Biggest worry now?
my future.

97 Most unforgettable incident?
there're quite a lot though.

98 New year resolution?
to fear God.

99 Your motto in life?
to do everything to the best of my ability.

100 Who do you want to answer "100 Things About Me"?
those who wanna answer them willingly, but i gotta warn you, it's really long!


//posted by ivy @ 14:12//

Saturday, January 28, 2006

jan is coming to an end and that leaves us with 34 days to the megamove to woodlands
honestly speaking, all of us are not looking forward to it
we've no idea how our close bonds will be affected and our close working relationship as of now
one good news would be that in the building that i'm assigned to, the four of us managed to get our balloting with good seats
and we're sitting right next to each other

went out for lunch with two other colleagues in the afternoon and we ate so much!
since the announcement of APS, everyone has been in a relatively good mood
three of us shared half a duck, a plate of roasted chicken and char siew, one dumpling soup, along with our set of rice and drink
it was such a filling lunch! treat from thane, the joker.

late afternoon, gab and me went down sports school to negotiate a programme for the students
becos of its high security and secluded area, it was far to walk out and flag a cab and no cab comes in either
we were about to call for one when we spotted a red london cab driving in to drop some ang moh kids
wow! first time in london cab..and it was flag-down!

in the evening, a bunch of us (the KL gang and two others) went out for new year dinner and spent a great deal of time complaining about our work but through everything, we were glad that we had each other's support
it's going to take a lot for us to keep the bonds when we're split into different buildings

one more month to enjoy each other's company.

on wed, the year 1s had their understanding tests and becos i was the invigilator for one block, i was assigned with one temp staff to help me out since there were 10 classes and thus, 10 files to carry
a student from smu, and he ended up asking for my msn at the end of it. he even asked how to get in to work in my dept.
my colleagues went "ooorrrhh. your bf has competitor!"
he, competitor? i dun think so!! =)

APS came as a pleasant surprise to most of us
known as achievement and productivity scheme, it aims to reward every individual who has helped the institution to attain its KPI in 2005
so even though some of us do not have performance bonus this year because we were not confirmed last year, we still have a share in APS
oh, by the way, my confirmation letter came last week
when i accepted the e-letter, it then hit upon me that i've been here for half a year!
certainly doesn't feel like it
as well as the fact that, i've only 4 more lessons with my students this semester before they graduate and do the school proud
time flies so fast, and especially when events pop up one after another
sometimes, i wish time will stop for a few mins and i can catch my breath
but i know since the confirmation letter has come, the months ahead are just going to get more packed.


//posted by ivy @ 15:01//

Sunday, January 15, 2006

open-house has drove the main committee absolutely crazy!
ever since the week started, we've been running everywhere to make sure that everything is fine
it sure doesn't help to have certain people in the main comm cos we were all angry at certain points in time
we stayed till midnight on fri at new campus to make sure the rooms are okie and presentable
when i came back home, i then realised that the logistics for sat has not been settled and at the ridiculous time of 1am, i was sms-ing and calling some of my closer colleagues to get help, and feeling really angry. fell asleep and woke up at 6am again with many sms-es and calls
they were equally pissed off for the last min information but were nice enough to render help which was very much needed
i could have ignored the whole issue and let the day I/C bear the consequences becos she was supposed to be the one doing all these
my colleagues were all telling me not to pick up the loose ends she left over becos it isn't fair and i've my share as well on monday since i'm I/C for mon
on one hand, i gotta say i was very irritated and i did whine to some of them
on the other, i'm only glad that i put the dept interest over my irritation and get things going without flaring up at anybody

open-house is only less than halfway through
and we're all tired.


//posted by ivy @ 13:36//

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

the first week of school is over
and it's been as hectic as ever
everyone is buzzing around with open-house as the main agenda
all of a sudden, grading the students dun seem to be the priority anymore
my calendar is filling itself up automatically with meeting invites from various areas

departmental lunch with the principal tmr
i dunno what to expect and the weirdest thing has to be that my director and boss have both decided that i shall take a ride in his car to the lunch venue
gave me a shock when the email came..
what am i supposed to do/say on the journey there??
gulps. i dun suppose i'm a good entertainer in any sense

i'm worried sick on how am i suppose to cope with the upcoming program with SSS
having a meeting with director and my boss next week
i have absolutely no idea what to say during the meeting or what my role is
i gotta say that the biggest challenge being in the dept as a fresh grad is that i'm thrown everywhere and left alone to survive, and somehow...somehow,
i've to survive

rainy days doesn't really aid me in finishing up my work
it makes me function slower than ever
and makes going out a chore

password has been removed
i'm getting irritated at having to enter something everytime i enter my own homepage
incident not settled yet and it'll never be settled
all i ask for is the emotional endurance which i definitely lack
i'm so grateful for my buddy who forces me to sit down and blah out everything so that i dun explode one day
she makes sure that im still emotionally stable and i'm alright
no one knows how i feel except her because she has been through it years ago
thanks buddy!


//posted by ivy @ 12:50//

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

I've added a password here because something that happened today drove me absolutely pissed!
a few of my colleagues had to hear me vent my frustrations and i was so angry that i might really just end up sending an email to director of SIT
i'm definitely in no fault whatsoever, therefore i've every right to send the email
but i know if i do, the particular student will get into huge trouble and most likely, i'll get pestered much much more
8 more weeks... i'll survive through.


//posted by ivy @ 17:40//

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

the students are back in action today
first day of school but it happens to be my last day of lesson with my day 3 class today as well
some of them asked why i dropped them
sigh, as though i've any choice
because if i had, i would definitely have dropped another class
some students are really, seriously driving me up the wall
they made me yell silently in frustration each time i stepped into class
how i wish... they are no longer my students
but that is just wishful thinking

a colleague told me some information regarding one of my students today and i nearly flipped after listening to her
- student X wanted to commit suicide when the news that i'm going to drop a class came about
- student X has been bawling like a baby because i don't response in msn/email/class
- student X has been drafting long, long emails to everybody telling them about how depressing it's that i'm not showering attention, love and care

now you tell me
if you were me, how would you respond?
after my colleague told me all that, i wanted to bawl and scream and draft long emails to my directors and request to drop him/her as my student!
this is absolutely insane and emotionally-draining!
what a start to the year...


//posted by ivy @ 20:36//

Monday, January 02, 2006

the second day of 2006 and i'm at home resting to prepare for the two months of craziness ahead
there are many, many things running through my mind
which i've no intention to blog them down
nonetheless, i know that it's not going to be an easy journey ahead
be it personally or spiritually;
at work or at home;
with friends or colleagues.

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom..."
my only new year resolution is that i'll learn to fear God.



//posted by ivy @ 16:31//