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Monday, October 30, 2006

it's gonna be an interesting morning tmr when i read the RJ submissions for my class today
inspired by someone in the dept, i've set two questions (my norm) for RJ:
- using a fruit, describe your contribution to the class today
- using a fruit, describe your facilitator

haha.
im waiting to see what they'll come up with.

in the meanwhile,
i should pack up and head home
ah yes, i'm currently still seated in pod E2, doing work.
sheesh.


//posted by ivy @ 22:30//

Sunday, October 29, 2006

fast facts about me, for the past month:
  1. The only time i've my meal at home for the entire week is on Sunday afternoon, where i woke up at an usually undecent time of 2pm.
  2. I've been sleeping an average of 4-5 hours per night on weekdays
  3. Hit the highest cab-rate where i am chauffeured to school by friendly uncles almost 1/2 of the time in the week
  4. Time spent in office: 8am - 10pm

alright.
enough mentioned - you get the idea.

a new week begins tomorrow
it sounds silly but as much as i'm still looking forward to meeting my students in class, service-learning team, IG kids etc
i'm not looking forward to my weekly portfolio meetings. haha

it's fast.
i've survived 5 weeks of mc-ing
another 5 more weeks, and i'm ready to fly to thailand.
whee~

on a separate note,
have been proud of my service-learning team and IG kids
service-learning
they've been packed and stretched to the brim, yet still keeping the spirit there as they plan and push each other on
IG kids
would say they did a pretty good job at the workshop conducted for SRC yesterday, given the short notice of changing content and stuff
got a non-IG student to help out for the presentation as a result of that
proved to be an useful thought and it worked.

it's sunday
and there's work piling in
to do or not to do?


//posted by ivy @ 13:19//

Thursday, October 26, 2006

posting entries in two blogs can be rather tiring at times
was just posting an entry in the service-learning team's blog a while ago and since i'm still waiting for the kids to be done with their rjs and posting of entries, decided to pop by here to leave a mark.

have been horribly tired
maxed out my time and energy at work this entire week
thankfully i don't have facilitation this week (wasn't activated on mon, and praying rather hard that im not activated tmr as well)

a long day tmr as well
and sat too.
argh.

alrighty.
gotta head back to pod, pack and off for dinner.


//posted by ivy @ 21:58//

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

the entire gang of them was waiting for me to end work so that we can head for dinner
on the other hand, i was held up because of the bulk of emails which came in at 7pm plus so i decided to be slightly responsible and respond to them first

when i finally head down to meet them at agora, got a shock at the amount of people
the usual gang - gareth, sulaiman, jackie, cedrik and josh
but this time, bj and nicole were around too, and i didn't really expect them to be
i mean, yea - it just didn't feel right.

cedrik drove so we reached cwp pretty fast
headed to mac but we really are absolutely getting freaked out by eating at macs
and after some deliberation, we planted ourselves at pastamania
not much of a difference because all of us got terribly sabo-ed
i had heaps of cheese powder on my baked pasta and tabasco sauce being poured repeatedly into my food!
oh well, mayb i shan't complain
at least, i didn't get tabasco into my iced lemon tea - which someone else did. haha!

had a phonecall during dinner
a colleague called to ask of my whereabouts, and suggested to head over to pick me up, grab a bite and send me home - mind you, the second time in the day he made the same offer.
reason being that i looked terribly tired and in need of some desperate sleep
outcome?
a nicely-crafted answer to push the offer away, once again.
to some, i wouldn't have rejected but this particular one, nah.
no way.
go away, more like it.


//posted by ivy @ 16:13//

Monday, October 23, 2006

over the course of the past two weeks, i've attended two weddings
both of which are sweet gals whom i've been pretty close to when i first joined rp

viv's wedding.
westin the plaza, place is definitely one of demanding standard
the march-in was breath-taking, considering this is my first time witnessing a wedding with sword-ceremony
food was definitely a thumbs-up too
overall, a wonderful evening.

jas's ROM & wedding lunch.
solemnization over at clarke quay, with the gentle breeze and nice riverview
it was a small crowd of us and gosh, i love the dishes!
a pity i had to rush back for facilitation and i think i missed 5 dishes because of that

pretty scary
just this year alone, there've been 5 weddings in the dept
and altogether, i've been to 4 weddings in rp this year so far; 1 last year
tsk. weddings really can suck you dry.

okie.
enough of weddings, now abt stand-bys
due to the sheer amount of facilitation classes per day, i've been on stand-by very often and it's 1st stand-by i'm talking about
last thurs was one - i was praying so hard i don't get activated because i haven't prepared the problem for the week
last fri was my class
today, i'm on stand-by again and very much prepared to do so, considering it's the day before public holiday
phone rang at 8am and i jumped - only to realise it's my student
so again, i wasn't activated
very thankful because that gives me much space to breath and do my own work

was just looking at the schedule and i realised, i'm on 1st stand-by this fri (again)!
and 3 more 2nd stand-by till the term ends
what's with being a module chair uh?
default stand-by ah! sheesh~

other than stand-bys, i've no facilitation this week due to the roving calendar
but i ain't any free-er
why?
in fact, my calendar seems worse than when i'm in class!
this is just so wrong
so, so wrong!

i know, i know
i've been whining non-stop about work
but i can't help it!
i think i'm seriously underpaid, for the amount of work i'm doing.
sheesh. no!
argh.


//posted by ivy @ 22:48//

Sunday, October 22, 2006

one thing that i cannot resist posting...

if you're ever stressed out,
if you're agonizing over the lack of exercise due to the haze,
if you're bored,
if you're keen to stretch your physical limits,
if you're in a bad mood,

any of those factors listed above and others,
head down to a place known as,
west coast park!

woohoo~
it's the perfect place!
tested and proven, more than once
by different parties.

haha!

//posted by ivy @ 18:36//

pretty rare that i'm not blogging so often
admin work has been overloading, to much disgust
granted that i've one admin officer to help out with the module admin work, the fact is that i still have to handle the bulk of the work and it's driving my co-mc and i absolutely insane
we hate it for the simple fact that our academic priority is very much compromised
i dun remember hitting my D+3 ever since semester started at all, and i've only 1 class!
it shouldn't be a tough job but i just am not able to do it
it's certainly frustrating!
whoever said module chair is a title worth fighting for, is a moron
oh well, i know of people who said that, so there goes.

there are just so much to pen down that i'm lost for words
in summary,
- i'm frustrated at my lack of ability to handle so many stuff, of which some are unnecessary
- as much as i want to empower the students, i don't want to take the risks
- i'm thankful for my only class this semester for their initiative-ness in class. united class, very knowledgeable and thus, saves me much effort in bonding the class etc

someone from a department which i'm very interested to be seconded to, approached me a few days back and said he really needed someone now
but you tell me, how can i ever leave now?
and no, a transfer is not what i want
i've also heard of new directions in the dept, which is really exciting but i know it won't materialise so soon
well, a decision for next year march
long way to go.

pod life these days hasn't exactly been very smooth-sailing
there are times i just don't want to head back to pod but yet, i miss my workstation
human factor. nothing much i can do about it.

i'm officially feeling alright over a particular pod mate
things have been okie

rather lazy to blog more.
probably spending more time in another blog for the time being
hop over to take a look!

www.shout-troopers.blogspot.com


//posted by ivy @ 16:23//

Sunday, October 08, 2006

exactly a week from my last post
this week has been physically and emotionally tiring.
a brief update of the week goes like this.

had SL fund-raising meeting after their lessons on mon
after that, ohana went for a late afternoon jog, together with cindy and her colleague
that was probably the biggest jogging gang ever

my tablet was down on wed and it was real irritating to be at helpdesk when i honestly, felt helpless
after a day of leaving my tablet there and carrying an acer laptop around, i valued the light-weight tablet which i've had, since a year plus ago
the helpdesk declared my tablet as hopeless, and needed to be reformated
which i absolutely detested that word, and refused to do so
ending up calling up kelvin, the IT genius
he came down to school after that and in 20 mins, got my tablet up and running, and faster than before
what a genius!

took li ling's class on thurs
it was fun; enjoyed myself
headed for a short basketball match at the sports complex after work
rp vs. np
home ground but we didn't win in the end
lost by 4 points
interesting match. nice complex!

fri was my own facilitation class
it was an absolute pleasure to take them for class this week - missed them last week
on top of that, the problem statement and my requirement for 3rd meeting was something which definitely excites them
i had so much fun during the 3rd meeting!
settled some fund-raising issues before i left office
back home for dinner and to pack for the overnight night-walk

the night-walk was definitely challenging
the haze hit an all-time high that night and we were actually outdoor the entire night
it was physically tiring but we made it through
the students completed all the activities at the checkpoints as well, despite how sleepy they all felt
we ended the walk at 6am; some headed home while the rest went harbourfront mac for breakfast

reached school, grabbed my jacket and headed to sleep in the pantry
i'm just glad that the timing was right - we've just bought a new set of sofa for the pantry!
3 hours plus of rest before we had to head down for meeting
we finally ended everything at 8pm
packed up (my workstation is a war-zone!) and left for dinner

overall, very much an eventful weekend
and despite having much rest, i'm tired.

it's gonna repeat itself 2 weeks later when we run our overnight movie marathon!
aww.


//posted by ivy @ 15:43//

Sunday, October 01, 2006

[a post specially dedicated to you, ohanas]

my idiot bro, together with the rest, really have a way of cheering me up
the extent to which they did it, is absolutely awesome
cedrik, jiaming, felix and gareth came to pick me up from home on friday evening
they then popped me a huge surprise by giving me a pint of ben & jerry's chocolate fudge brownie, which all of them shared to buy it
all because i was feeling down and chocolate indulgence should help
so there i was, happily chomping on delicious ice-cream and the gang of them, still trying to avoid telling me the destination for the night

eventually, we ended up at marina south and met the rest of the ohanas for steamboat dinner
i didn't have to cook much since i was seated between gareth and hao - the two great chefs, tested and proven from ubin
in fact, the girls at the table were just enjoying our dinner the entire night

some of them left after that, while we headed for bowling
cedrik brought along his bowling ball and somehow, it felt better than the rest available at the alley because we all ended up using his
it was then arcade games, where joshua attempted to teach me outrun 2
pretty hilarious because i'm not someone who will play shooting game and cars but i ended up playing both that night

cedrik then drove us to west coast park where some of them did their RJs, while i've my iced mocha to keep myself awake
it probably was the time of the night because instead of heading home, we went over to climb the pyramid, play the flying fox and had a go at merry-go-round
i was pretty much sabo-ed at the flying fox where they simply flung me from one end to the other
merry-go-round seems so harmless but trust me, it is anything but that
it makes you go super giddy and after a min or so, you just wanna puke everything out
we sat around in agony and after feeling a wee bit better, cedrik then sent us back
reached home, at a record time of 5am

a night i'll probably never forget
how could i, given that i've been so blessed to have them around?
thank you, my dear ohanas.


//posted by ivy @ 18:15//