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Saturday, February 28, 2004 i got a lot to accomplish this entire week.. and somehow, i must. not completing them means it's gonna be terrible for me for the coming few weeks. i got projs on tues, wed, thurs for now. the other days gotta use them wisely for readings and catching up of work. alright.. so start off, i must first wake up at decent time like 8am.. and not 12pm like now! and i remb what arlene says so i shall be like her. online only when i need to. or else i'll only be online at night from 10pm onwards i think this will help a lot. yippie.. and now.. time to wash up and get my butt to music prac. //posted by ivy @ 13:16//
Tuesday, February 24, 2004 this week is such a dread! i got another essay to be submitted this fri. argh. but something great happened yday. we went to see a tutor for fyp..talked to him for half an hour and he willingly took us for fyp! our topic is a bit chim thou.. but it definitely is interesting! yay.. my term break next week spells more work, more discussion and the need to return to school almost everyday! what term break man. i got appt on tues. discussion on mon, wed, thurs, fri. there goes my chance to catch up on my readings. alright. time to wash up, go school for a 3 hr tut. //posted by ivy @ 11:39//
Monday, February 23, 2004 im in school now. waiting for 6pm so that i can go tuition. when i reach home later, i got to rush a powerpt slide for presentation tmr and i got 2 cases to read for tut tmr! eeeksss... im looking forward to my term break coming in a few days' time it officially starts on fri 4.30pm! //posted by ivy @ 17:31//
Saturday, February 21, 2004 i forgot there was something called the 'weird metronome' in my comp.. hehz. i set it to the beat of 'Jesus, what a beautiful name'..which is in 6/8. and i managed to get it after a while! woohoo~ //posted by ivy @ 22:38// i feel so drained. my brain has been fully stretched today.. from discussion to lessons to music prac. what i shared during cell came to me when i was making my way home. expectations vs. essentials. to me, it's essentials. to others, it's expectations. so, what do i do? i'm beginning to fear music prac more than i love it. the proportion is changing every week and im terrified. perhaps i simply expect too much from myself. i was alone at home juz now when i realised i could not take it anymore i cried .. for a few mins. a good cry. the exasperation of not getting my strokes right.. the confusion over 3/4, 6/8 beats.. ... on the lighter note.. this week has been alright, a little more work, a little more readings. the rashes on my hand have been clearing up.. so now, it's not red anymore, juz pinkish. alright. i've got a tight timeline for tonight. - listen to 'made me glad'. - look thru tmr's songs - do a wee bit of readings. - QT. and sleep by 12am. //posted by ivy @ 21:41//
Thursday, February 19, 2004 thank God for everything from the worship to the fellowship. =) i was thinking abt tertiary cell while falling asleep last nite.. have to be thankful for the level of interactivity and closeness we have now..but im sure we can proceed to even a higher level ..in terms of spirituality .. and as a cell as well. a lot to pray about and decide on.. but im sure God will bring us through all of these.. =) yup.. no surveys today! yippie.. juz done some research abt my essay for next fri.. typed out some homework for my tuition kid tonight.. listened to two songs for this week's service.. and i shall firm up my FYP proposal before going out. //posted by ivy @ 14:26//
Monday, February 16, 2004 if God brings you to it - He will bring you through it //posted by ivy @ 20:01//
Sunday, February 15, 2004 it feels really weird to be at home on a sunday.. and thinking about what's happening in church.. it's discipleship now.. ending soon and then it'd be music prac for youth worship. ....... i dunno whether to email the appointment dept in NSC to see if i need to go back earlier.. my mum was shocked when i showed her my arms this morning.. she stared at it for pretty long.. and i stared at for even longer this morning when i was washing up.. somehow wishing the red patches would disappear.. it's really disturbing.. //posted by ivy @ 13:38//
Thursday, February 12, 2004 okie..i guess it's quite a weird feeling in there..and i was rather afraid while waiting for my turn. but zhong was there.. thank God. he skipped his practical to be there for me. =) this is the first time in my life i got examined by 4 doctors at the same time! intimidated is an understatement. and the result was that i had to lug back a huge plastic bag of med/creams and be back there 3 weeks later.. 2nd march.. what a day.. im stressed now.. with a 30-pages reading to complete for tmr's discussion and a 3 page essay to hand in. and guess what.. i've decided to visit dreamland now.. and take the risk by waking up at 7 tmr to finish them .. by 10.30am. i guess i'll nv be able to.. but argh.. i need to sleep! tata. good night. //posted by ivy @ 22:45//
Sunday, February 08, 2004 i woke up and feel cold.. when my air-con is switched off oredi. weird.. then i felt uncomfy.. haiz i hate paracetamol! yucks.. mine is light blue tablets.. so big and round. i had difficulty swallowing them! one got stuck at my throat this afternoon. sleepy drowsy.. //posted by ivy @ 19:54//
Monday, February 02, 2004 the weather is the right one that makes me feel cool. all in all, it's gonna be a fantastic day..=) *smiles at the thought of that. //posted by ivy @ 11:03// |
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