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Saturday, November 30, 2002 morning: woke up coughing away so was sent to the doctor by my mum..haha. seems like it's a common thing going around now--the whole clinic filled with people coughing away. got two type of medicine--cough syrup and flu pills. both cause drowsiness but well, they dun really work for me cos i was out the whole day without falling asleep. hehehz. took a cab down to sac cos i was late..cos last minute had to go see doc mahz, and it took abt half an hour b4 it was my turn. cab oso so long queue and there was a jam at pie..so the cabby driver took the aye instead. by the time i reached, the march-in was over oredi but was quite shocked, cos the wedding was rather a quiet one. not many people were there.. after that, had reception, took photos den left for smps. afternoon: went smps with the group leaders, plus marcus, wendy and eric chong. took a look around our sleeping area and basically confirm the places where we will use for the games. the compound like quite small, everything oso small small..haha. but well, it's a primary school mahz..ahah. met gilbert there cos he was there for joshua 21. after that, went off with arlene to one fullerton's gloria jeans. din eat choc buffet in the end..haha. good oso lahz, my voice really will be gone if i ate that today. simply sat around and had coffee. quite a number came--john, ging, jeanne, paul, alwin, alvin, joshua, samuel, sharon, arlene and me. sat around, tok tok tok, yak yak yak, haha. and those guys were toking about nothing except army stuffs till we got sick of it and they eventually stopped it oso. haha. evening: went to plaza sing with sharon, arlene and joshua to walk walk around den went glass-house's fish and co for dinner. i ate salmon this time round..no more seafood platter for me manz, getting sianz of it. chat around a while before we made our way home. took 174 back with sharon..long long journey manz. haha. okie..end of my long long day. haha. tmr got churchie in the morning as usual den after that, going for some sports at a primary school nearby. i wun be playing..ahha. but i'll go with them lahz. after that, will be going out with qiufeng to get some paper stuffs. she needs for christmas gifts preparations while i need them for the camp's encouragement board and name tags. whoa..this time round like super rush lehz..hehe. camp is like next week and i haven got anything done yet.. hmm..haha. gilbert will only be back from his camp on mon. i think i most prob will meet him on wed evening to do the stuffs for camp together since there's no cell that day.hah. hmm...shall go rest early tonight. actually wanted to do something for someone cos bday mahz..but im kinda sianz of doing it. well, i guess no point doing oso. unappreciated..hehz. okie..nothing much to type liao...i sleepy mahz.haha. maybe is the effect of the medicine..*yawnz* p/s: haha..happening manz. pastor said he wans to highlight his hair.. //posted by ivy @ 22:32//
Friday, November 29, 2002 din go for the dinner after all. went to give tuition to that sec 3 gal. and den back home. work was okie today. not bad cos i rather slack in the morning. soo tien (the one in charge of us) wasn't here today and hwee keang oso so i had one person less to help..hah. and florence quite nice to me today oso, nv give me much stuffs to do. so i spent the morning doing the back-logs--things which have been piling up.. cleared a little before today's one piled up again..argh~~ learnt another thing about some accounting stuffs but dun think they will be of much use next sem anyway. had free lunch today cos is yen pin's last day so kok leong gave him and us a treat too. ahah. den office quite quiet and slack today oso, maybe cos is fri lahz. dun feel like blogging much today, i juz feel like sleeping and dun wake up till tmr night but..of course this is not possible. sighz..i juz realised the class schedules are out oredi but i've been so busy and sleepy that i actually forgot all about it.!! //posted by ivy @ 23:04//
Thursday, November 28, 2002 //posted by ivy @ 23:21// finally friday is coming..or rather the weekend. oh manz..i feel like i was back in jc times, always only looking forward to the weekends. tiring week cos i have been waking up early and sleeping late!! still cannot get used to sleeping early lahz, so you can still see me online at 12 midnite..hehez~. actually, the weekend is not a relaxing one, got quite a bit of stuffs. fri nite, which is tmr nite, i going for dinner at cuppage plaza..invitation by alan. quite funny when i got the sms this evening cos i oso not close to him, in fact, we seldom talk den he invited me to his company dinner tmr night. a bit funny rite? hmm...said jovy will be there too but well, i kinda forgot how jovy looks like liao.ahha!! attire is smart casual to formal and alan says he's wearing tie, asks me to wear formal..hmm? maybe i wun..hehe. den sat got long day too. morning got wedding reception for markus and cyndi den after that, the games com people will be going down to smps to check out some stuffs and have a dry-run. after the dry-running..arlene and i..and maybe andrew will fly off to one fullerton for a choc buffet with some sfc peoplez. mainly john, joshua soh, alvin, jeanne, ging, sharon and hopefully more lahz. saw eugene at jp yday night so i told him as well but dunno if he can make it cos a couple from my previous church=his present church now is getting married as well--francis and jan. [owner of the shop 'paperdoll'].. sun is churchie day, no youth this coming sunday cos we will be going to some primary school to have a mini workout. having some sports there but i dunno if i'll play..hehe. see how first..but even if i dun play, i'll oso go along lahz. went for the music prac at sac after all, after work that is. played a bit of drummy..heard a few of their songs today, not bad not bad~~. den came back with eric chong and zhongfa. nothing much to blog now..yakking on the phone now..haha. //posted by ivy @ 22:40//
Wednesday, November 27, 2002
//posted by ivy @ 23:18// third day at work..yawn..coff.. starting to have a lot more stuffs to do. helping with 3 of them in the finance department. stuffs all quite chim; programmes they use oso quite difficult to catch..maybe is juz cos im an idiot at accts stuffs lahz. and my desk is currently piled with accts to be tallied, deposits refunds transactions and those stuffs which im supposed to chop daily and file them up. walked around the office a lot these 2 days, esp since i started helping florence and hwee keang.. their stuffs are the hardest to do and yet, they are the urgent ones. yen pin din come these 2 days so huishan and i went for lunch with kok leong and the rest of the IT staffs. and that toopid kok leong was like laughing at me the whole while poovana was giving me instructions..and of cuz, i burst out in laughter half-way while poovana was rattling away and den she started having this very amused look on her face and that makes us both laugh more.. haha. havoc..and i was trying to finish typing some stuffs so that i can go off punctually..hehe. after work, went to meet some of them to go visit zhongfa at the pasam malam in geylang serai. only a few of us--yvonne, eric, qiufeng, reginald, gilbert, bowan, shuhei... had dinner at mac, went to walk walk a bit, said hi..left rather early. guess we are all tired..haa. oh well, i am tired---physically, spiritually, emotionally. physically cos im like waking up at 6+ and im sick *coff coff*; spiritually cos ..oh well.. emotionally cos..oh oh well well.. shall not go into it. tmr long long day. wun be going down to container tmr thou they are practising for the evangelistic event and it would be nice to go down and see how the drummer play and roll but even if i go, i'll reach at 545..quite late. anyway, got tuition tmr night with the sec 3 gal--she changed her tuition from tues to tmr. long duper day. better not let my coughing fits occur during the tuition..haah. otherwise, i'll spend half an hour coughing away.. and i think i have like taken half a dozen packets of lozenges and they aren't exactly helping much. argh...*coff coff coff* gotta go...*coff coff* //posted by ivy @ 22:44//
Monday, November 25, 2002 certain things juz ain't fair. life is so unpredictable and unfair. why muz i go thru this? again.. the strength to hold on is starting to diminish slowly. disappearing with every word you utter. i tried so hard juz to hold on and hang on. wun you juz give me a chance? and be a fren?.. -->thots of ivy as of now.. //posted by ivy @ 22:19// started working today..hehe. din noe the morning train was so so so crowded, and so i was a few mins late in meeting yen pin and this new-comer, huishan. she is yen pin's primary school fren, in nus now. she got assigned to data entry and scanning job, (which was what i was initially assigned to) while i got attached to the finance department. can u believe that?? doin ACCTS!! argh~~ was helping this indian lady today, she's very nice to me. she says 'thanks' everytime she asks me to do something..i feel so weird. haha. and the office is super duper cold..brrrrr~ [brrrr, it's cold in here, we need some joy in the atmosphere..-->joy's group cheer last youth camp]. nothing much i wanna blog today. actually got lahz, but cos im watching 'unbeatable III' now and it happens to be commercial break now so im like typing furiously and hoping not to make any typo error b4 the show comes on again. tmr night gotta give my sec 3 kid tuition again..she super hardworking ah...hols still wanna tuition. well, good oso lahz, good $$ mahz. and she still owes me $200..for the past 5 lessons which she wanted b4 she had her exams. ok..show ended. haha. sighz..my sore throat is getting worse manz. haha. been having my coughing fits manz. argh~! *cough cough*. i muz get well soon, going for choc buffet on sat!! yummy... //posted by ivy @ 22:00//
Saturday, November 23, 2002 went to meet qiufeng to pass her a top before going down to city hall to meet arlene and sharon. and that sharon was super late cos stuck in orchard jam. had our lunch at foodcourt den me and arlene went for meeting in sac. meeting was quite okie; discussed mainly who will take which game and overall stuffs lahz. ended at around 3+ den we went bugis liao..haha. walked around like most of the shops..even those super posh ones..hehe. sharon came around at 5 and we continued shopping from there. in total, i bought a pink tie-around skirt and a cyan 3/4 skirt. i like both..hehe. the tie-around skirt is kinda special, design is rather simple but interesting way of wearing it. yup..quite happy and i din really spend a lot of $$. both cost less than $50.. had our dinner at yoshinoya and dessert at d'crepes but i din eat. shall wear that pink skirt to church tmr..really quite like it. haha. simple and nice but not really that cheap thou affordable lahz..hehe. saw a lot of people today--lijun, melvin, ken, wanxin etc etc. nothing much i wanna blog today, juz that i had fun shopping with arlene and a hysterical gal--sharon..HAHA~~ sob sob sobby...one more day b4 i get stuck in an office and wun be coming online till wee hours of the night..dun miss me~ //posted by ivy @ 22:40//
Friday, November 22, 2002  --->im rather surprised by this result..u think so? //posted by ivy @ 23:16// yen pin juz called me not long ago to confirm that i'll start work on mon. wad a surprise. good thing is of course i wun be so broke when school reopens but bad thing is that i wun get to go out with my frens as much and it's rather a waste cos we've been getting really close lately and i dun wan to lose that. yep..hope can still have the m'sia trip or the bbq. i'll try lahz, but no promise that we will have it. mayb bbq is more feasible but yucks..that is one thing which i hate/dislike/avoid organising and preparing. the preparation part quite sux but the bbq itself then more fun lahz. hehe. will be meeting sharon for lunch tmr and after that, i'll meet her again after my meeting at sac to go on a shopping spree!! yay~~ hehe. i definitely need more clothes lahz, since it's gonna be office work and i can't wear jeans mahz. yup, anyway i figured that those clothes wun be much of a waste since im in biz fac. sure will come into good use one. haha. hmm...im going to get quite a lot of things tmr i think..hehe. @ 2 pairs of shoes. @ one 3/4 skirt. @ one more skirt--long or short? @ a top from seiyu. a lot? no rite? hehe.. sianz oso. the working time is from 830-530. whoa..sounds like lect time huh? always start at 830. i can't stay up late late liao..sighz. but good oso. hopefully, after a month of waking up at 7 so that i can go work on time, i wun be late for lessons that start at 830 next sem. haha. nothing much to blog oredi. some stuffs juz ain't convenient to post and so i shall type in my personal diary then. //posted by ivy @ 18:02// hmm, im surprised i woke up early even though i slept so late last nite. hehz. received a phonecall from yen pin in the morning, that woke me up from my lala-landdy..hah. he asked if i wanna work in the company he's workin in; there's a vacancy for data-entry and they only want females. haha. (othewise, i think yen pin will ask suria)..hehe. anyway, now is not confirmed yet, the person juz took down my contact number and said will get back to me. wah..if i really get the job, like a bit *bad*. i din even go job-hunting or attempt to find a job or even wanna work, haha..juz happened that he called and yah, i got it. hehe. well, that's yet to be confirmed anyway. hey u people, thanks so much.. beng chuan: -you are the nicest gor around can? hha. yeah, im surprised what i told u last nite in icq cos i din wanna say but anyway, i figured that you could understand and still be a good gor. and yup, im right. and yeah, i'll be happy. you are indeed a unique person manz, esp when it comes to such stuffs. hah~ thx for being so understanding and open-minded yah? hehe. have a grt hols ahead with ***...HAHA~ damien: -yeah dude 1, thx for being so concerned too. always there when u know that something is amiss. but anyway, im okie oredi. yep yep. see ya around. huijun: -hey babe 2. yeah..u've been a grt fren yday too leh..for listening and being so patient. well, glad that i've you to whine and complain to. hehe. you take care of urself too yah? and yup, hope u solve ur stuffs soon too. smilez. sharon: -hey there gal. yeah, i know u're pretty confused urself abt him as well but you still listened to my whining yday on icq. yep, been there always when we start toking about stuffs lidat. hah. yup, hope you and him oso will get things clear soon yeah? see you on sat for lunchie. quite long nv see u oredi. catch up den. arlene: -though i din call u last night but i do know that you're always there when i need someone and im glad for that. yup, and for that night when u stayed up to accompany me online while i was on the phone with 'R'..hehe. things are kinda solved and over oredi. althou we still got our prob to think over..sighz. hehe. but well, i know it'll take time and im here too k? see ya on sat. yanyang: -u awake yet? haha. yup, nice of you to call me when u know that i din have a grt day yday though i only told u why like towards the end of our conversation. but yup, enjoy the yakking with you last night and you have a grt hols too manz. shiyun: -hey pretty gal..haha. im okie lahz. thx for ur sms. hehe..now my ***-**-***..cannot say out lahz, otherwise someone come beat me up later..hehe. lilian: -hey gal. dun be surprised to see ur namie here hor. hehe. juz wanna tell u how encouraging ur msg in icq was last night when u said i played well yday. it meant a lot lahz. esp for us, new musicians under training yah? yup, sometimes it helps so much to have someone telling me that i did okie. hehe. see ya yeah? and dun be so stressed over the dance yep? you've got great dancers!! haha. i guess there's about all i wanna say. whoa..long long list. but im so glad for all of you yday which made my day end off in a nice note. for being there in icq, through sms or even phonecalls..thankew. yep yep. //posted by ivy @ 13:12//
Thursday, November 21, 2002 went to meet teck tien, cheng kiat, aaron and yanyang in the afternoon for pool at cck. played for a while before beng chuan and shiyun came along. i had a 1-on-1 with beng chuan but i lost both rounds. first round lost by one ball, second round by two balls. hah. after that went down to sac for music prac. was rather glad to see so many people who came down--tina, si'er, vincent, lilian, zhongfa, shuhei..and hmm, pastor. hehe. *stressed*. i dun really dare to play much when pastor is around, dunno why leh. quite scary but must get used to it lahz. hehe. came back with zhongfa, si'er and shuhei; a bit weird on the train, hmm..dun ask me why. i wun know how to answer..haah. was complaining to huijun juz now about some stuffs, talking on the phone, icq-ing, having dinner and watching unbeatable III, not bad eh? multi-tasking..hehe. huijun asks me to cry..haha. guess i won't. yup..i won't lahz, over such unworthy stuffs. hehe. i think only some people knows what im talkin about now..hah. //posted by ivy @ 22:02//
Wednesday, November 20, 2002  what kind of junkie are you? 
Which Graduation Girl are you? I am 50% Internet Addict  I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer! Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com //posted by ivy @ 12:24// hmm..decided to blog b4 i go lala-land. today..i mean yday was not bad.. early in the morning..no lah..at 12..met qiufeng for lunch at bugis den we went to shop shop around. bought a pink top for myself from seiyu..heh. yeah..*pink*. haha. after that, met shiyun and her sis and her fren to go do our hair at rocher centre. i highlighted while they all dyed. trimmed my hair; cut a little shorter and my fringe chopped off too..haha. think my hairstylist did a good job on my hair today. i dunno how he did it but he cut my hair in sloping style from the fringe to the back. aiyah, dunno how to describe but i like it. had him to layer as much as he could as well. and he oso dyed my tail in ash blonde while the rest of my hair is highlighted in light copper mahogany blonde. yup...and the price is cheap!! hahah~~ after that, met qiufeng and arlene for dinner at holland village. we went to thai express for dinner..haha. i ate some seafood green curry and avagadro drink. nice dinner manz. admiring my hair now..ahah~ not bad lahz. quite like the effect. the red is okie. i juz like the blonde tail more. ahah. going to sleep soon. meeting yanyang to go sim lim to check out some comp stuffs den at night got cell. long day too. and thurs maybe got music prac, den at night got crusaders' dinner at marina. fri's dry-run i still dunno yet den sat got games com meeting. whoa..another packed week. haha. next week, i'll start doin camp stuffs liao, esp my grp name-tags and A/M board. shall go ask my mum again whether i can take up driving. arlene is going to sign up and gor has oredi signed up. both askin me whether im taking..i oso wan but no cashie$$..sighz. i guess if they are willin to pay for my driving lessons, den i'll pay for the comp. hmm...hope that works. hehe. *scheming ivy at work* //posted by ivy @ 01:07//
Monday, November 18, 2002 going to cut my hair a little shorter tmr, going with shiyun and her sis. b4 that, shld be meeting yanyang to go sim lim to check out some stuffs. mayb a digi cam too. but im kinda broke. dunno if my parents will pay for the upgrading of comp. i hope they do. den i'll pay for digi cam myself. nothing much i wanna type today. juz that the hols is getting a bit mundane liao..everyday like same routine..ahah. im crapping manz. people waiting for hols to come but yet, im kinda sianz now..hehe. was talkin to beng chuan last night about going somewhere together..as in the class!! haha.. maybe we will go malaysia..haha. interested? see how first lahz. no transport oso. cos i doubt junli will go and therefore, we will have gor riding and at most, he can only take one person. the rest of us how? ahah.. i got mel's email on the instruction for addin midi into webby but kinda chim den comp idiot like me dunno how to follow..haha. nvm lahz, i think i shan't try. chimology~ grrrrr.... lil said the show 'returner' is nice and jennifer said 'guru' is nice. and i say 'clockstopper' would be nice..haha. dunno what show to catch oso. still got '4 feathers'..dunno wad show is that either. aiyah, im juz lazy to check out. norman!!! i wanna the drivers!!! aaarrgghhhhhhhhh~~~ u better get it delivered to my house by hook or by crook on thurs..haha~~ //posted by ivy @ 17:23//
Sunday, November 17, 2002 yup, in the meanwhile, you can check out the photos of sunset bay outing last fri. once u're at the webby, click "view slideshow" for convenience sake den sit back and enjoy! hahaa....*dun drool*..HAHA~~ //posted by ivy @ 13:10// im sick..boohoo!! having fever and running nose. kinda expected. din really feel well yday night oredi so i popped one panadol extra b4 i went to bed, thought i'll be okie today but well, it dun seem so. nvm..i'll get well soon..hehe. juz played too much i guess. esp that day at sentosa..so hot, den nv drink enough water as well and somemore we went fish and co for dinner but well, i dun care..haha. i've had the fun oredi..hah~ feel so warm last night when the following conversation took place... beng chuan: thx for planning the outing. beng chuan: mus have been hard on u beng chuan: next time u wanna plan anything tell me, i will help u ivy: thx gor whoa..so touched. haha! anyway, im going to sleep again. head feelin a little heavy liao.. //posted by ivy @ 13:05//
Saturday, November 16, 2002 super overslept this morning. supposed to meet the grp leaders at 11 at dhoby ghaut and somehow, i find myself still on my bed and my hands on my handphone when i was awaken by eric chong's sms at 1045. oh..den a few minutes later...i realised something was wrong. den.....to my horror, i remembered that i had to meet them at 11!! cldn't make it so i smsed eric and i dunno wad actually was being typed into the handphone. when i woke up again at 1, i had 6 missed calls and a few smses!! ooppssiieeee~~~ sorry guys and gals..hehe..*weak grin* stayed at home the whole day today. actually wanted to go down sac to see zhongfa play..(si'er said he's playing), but den by the time i was fully awake, it was oredi like 3+ and i figured that it's too late so din go in the end. stayed at home and watched some korean show. at around 4+, my dad's frens started filling my house. they are here to play cards again..hah. wad's new? i went to sleep again at 5+ till 7+. power ah? woke up, ate dinner and watched tv till 5 mins ago. and i juz realised exams only ended like 8 days ago and i've had oredi so much fun. going out like almost everyday after the last paper itself and i think i must have done like most of the things i wanna do in the hols. mayb except for changing a new comp and going malaysia for fun?? hha.. cheng kiat asked me when is the next time we are going out as a cls again. well..i dunno. hha. lazy to plan liao. but soon lah..hehe. still haven't found anyone with the exact same timetable with me yet but huijun, shiyun and my timetable are almost the same stupid arrangements. we all have around the same, juz that we are in different class. all 5 days' week. i think i'll be changing my tutorials to different classes altogether; mayb even changing away my fri's tut to have a longer weekend. it's either mon-thurs and have a 3-days weekend or mon-fri with a break on wed (juz like my 1st sem)..haven decided. waiting for huijun to send me her timetable. i got cheng kiat's and beng chuan's oredi..that oso includes aaron's and jennifer's cos they same cls. let's see who else..oh yah, yanyang, send me ur timetable oso..but anyway, the add/drop period starts from 4 jan..-->long long way!! gonna sleep early tonight i guess. dunno why but i feel so sleepy..no matter how much i sleep. sighz..piggy ivy~~ //posted by ivy @ 20:35//
Friday, November 15, 2002 read on den.. met my tutorial mates at tiong bahru at 10+, went for early lunch at the food court. and den we made our way to sentosa. at the entrance.... we were 'photographed' by some channelnewsasia people. den one of them came up and asked if they could interview one of us, and somehow, i got sabo-ed..by elwyn and the rest. after she interviewed me, den she said that it's going to show tonight on channel 5 and 8. haha. but the thing was i was told on how to answer their questions b4hand..haha. cheats manz. and the worst thing is that i was being interviewed with two plaits tied down my shoulder..hhe. tmr, you'll see orchard filled with gals having that hairstyle..hahah~~ check out the interview!! simply click on the 'video' icon next to the title and blast ur speaker!! next we played like we never played before..haha. u name it, we did it. even though there were only 8 guys and 5 gals.. volley ball, soccer, frisbee, playing taide and bridge, kayaking, dumping people into water...HAHA~~ yes..soccer for the gals as well..haha!! really had so much fun..i think we had more time laughing than really kicking the ball.. and i struggled like mad when the guys were attempting to throw me into the water. and the 4 gals din even help lor..think they dun wan to kena..wah power leh..the 6 guys were like really lifting me off oredi but i screamed of course. and they let go in the end after my throat nearly burst. in the end, we dump elwyn in first. den me, beng chuan, huijun, aaron, cheewei and joyce went kayaking and got ourselves totally wet cos we were trying to empty the kayaks when the waves cames splashing in. me and joyce had to help aaron and his kayak back to shore somemore..tough task manz. two gals dragging a kayak and a guy. and that kayak was full of water!! and since we were all wet oredi..so went back and dumped shiyun and suria into the water as well. they were the only two dry souls and of course, we din let them off though suria din have a change of shorts but who cares?! hehez! after all the fun, went to bathe of course and the gals had fun even in the toilet!! we took photos off reflection from the mirror..haha. bo-liao things we do while waiting to bathe. den we went bugis's fish and co for dinner. shared a 'seafood platter for 2' and a bottle of hooch with huijun. i din get drunk of course..only got red but not drunk lahz..i'll always only get red..dunno why. den came back with huijun and aaron..whoa..tiring day manz!! tired, burnt, exhausted, aching body.......and that makes up ivy for today...~ //posted by ivy @ 23:57//
Thursday, November 14, 2002 The moment you are in tension You will lose your attention Then you are in total confusion and you’ll feel irritation This may spoil your personal relation Ultimately, you won’t get co-operation And get things into complication Then your BP may raise caution And you may have to take medication Why not try understanding the situation And try to think about the solution Many problems will be solved by discussion Which will work out better in your profession Don’t think it’s my free suggestion It is only for your prevention If you understand my intention You’ll never come again into tension!!! not going to blog much tonite, hands are tired. haha. went for some drumming in the afternoon at sac and that si'er is an hour and half late!! wad's new manz? told me he's on his way at 4 and he reached at near 6!! his fren came along too--jason. he's from ntu's comp eng. quite funny lor..he came in, asked if i was si-er's fren, said he oso waiting for si'er to come. so we started talking. found out that he's in hall 6 and he knows junli, ging and elwyn too. haha. clara and enoch as well. small small world. this is so true--as you get older, your social circle gets wider and you realised there's a lot of interlinked network of frens around. haha. came home at 7+..ate dinner, watched tv till now. and i haven wrote norman's vas stuffs yet. oopsie. and i'll be out tmr..haha. sat and sun as well. how? no time write? who wans to write for me? hehe. okie..stopping here. gotta make some phonecalls to people who have yet to confirm if they are going tmr. u have a nice day out tmr and a grt weekend yah? im out to have fun~~ and get black!! HAHA~~ //posted by ivy @ 22:03// yeah..im still online at such unearthly hours..hehz. talking to eric tan now..about some stuffs which im surprised im telling him. yeah i guess you are right beloved. the importance of forgiving in order to let go. someone once told me: 'it's possible for a guy to be in a r/s with a girl even if he dun really love her that much or dun at all; but it's not possible for a gal to do likewise, she will ask for a split in no time.'..reason being that girls want to be with the one they truly love and see a future with them; while guys are juz horny animals. no insults to any guys who are reading this now, juz a view by my fren. but after seeing so much happening in around me and in me, i dunno if the statement is ultimately true. perhaps u can tell me? happy moments meant to keep in memory lane down in jeep tears dropped meant to wipe with fingers that made me weep. down the wires the words flowed piercing through a veil which blowed story once told is blonde all that's left is gone. a broken heart a broken mind a broken girl yes, she broke. looking deep in your eyes a mingling feeling that rises the bond once held never been felt. joy and pain makes a pair you and i broke that pair you took the joy i took the pain. love is wondrous never disatrous true love comes at a price can you afford the price? gone are the tears and pain making way for joy and gain never will you let me cry if you ever will want to try. dun worry, im not feeling depressed or down again. the poem simply depicts several periods of time in my life and some are yet to arrive anyway..yup. //posted by ivy @ 01:40//
Wednesday, November 13, 2002 i can't say i understand how u feel. of course not cos im not you. i have never experienced wadever u've been through, be it hurts, disappointments, anger, unforgiveness.. there is always a point or maybe more than that..when we feel the extreme down in our life, be it spiritually or emotionally. we feel depressed, upset, down and alone. cos no one seems to be there. and i mean no one, not even God's presence can be felt. i've been through that the last few months, not the kind u're going through cos i dunno wad's happening to you. but the kind i went through was that i felt that my life was so messed up, i needed people to be there, to be a leaning tower for me. i din wan to go through things alone; neither do i want people to ask me 'hey, how are you?'. i juz want people to be there, to assure myself that i wasn't alone but at the same time, they dun have to say anything or offer any advices. my blog was the place where i typed in all my thoughts, my feelings. the hope i held on was that people will see that im in need of help and that i need care and concern during this period of time. u may not have to know wad's going on but juz be there and let me know that through it all, im still loved by you people. hopes were dashed. dashed. no one came. no one bothered. or so i thought. i dunno if they have been praying. i dunno. but all i knew was the greatest encourager will be someone u least expect. God was there thoughout this period of time when He moulded me and taught me valuable lessons. it hurts. and i tell u, ouch!! it hurts so much. but that's how life will be. we are constantly being moulded and refined. into a better vessel to be used for greater purposes. im not going to say how u shld react or behave in order to win the support or favour of men but in everything we do, we only seek a "one-man audience" and u know who is that. people may ask us to behave in such and such a way, to be more forgiving, more etc etc...but ultimately, remember who u wan to please. not us but Him. changing urself is not for man but for God. i dunno why i typed so much. i dun think u will read but still, it serves as a form of sharing to other people as well. let go and let God~ he loves and thus he moulds. it hurts but brings greater glory to him when we conquer the hurts. p/s: i care and i love you. even if u dun believe and ignore, i'll still be there. //posted by ivy @ 23:35// back from another exhausting day..hehe. hmm..i mean happening day too. met yanyang, elwyn and aaron at cck to play badminton at cck stadium. im the only gal but nv get bully..haah. played for about an hour half, 2 on 2..haha. after that, played with elwyn too..guess wad? i won him..haha. "tai-co" one lah. after that, had a nice bath at the changing room. it was really nice. i was all alone in the changing room. all the fans were on. den the whole place was so clean. floor was dry. haha. like my own house bathroom lidat. and so..i took my own sweet time and i had a long bath..hehe. and i mean LONG!! yanyang and aaron were waiting outside for me so i felt a little bad. so i hurried a little.. den went lot 1 to play pool. a bit lost form ar..but well, guess my arms are too tired oredi. hehz~ after that, went for cell. led worship; shuhei played for me but i think a bit ga-bra. but overall, still okie lah. hehe..reason being that when he was playing the praise songs, den i realised i dunno which is chorus or verse and so i din noe how to signal to him and the prob was there. but in the end, we juz sang lahz. haha.eric shared today, on anxiety. after that, hang around to chat den we left. a long day. tmr supposedly going with si'er and eric tan to play drums in sac but mayb not liao. cos eric working for uncle jimmy now so dunno if he can make it tmr. if he can't, den me and si'er a bit weird. see how first. okie..im kinda tired from typing..haha. oh yah, we compared time table today. me and elwyn are in the same accounts cls. the way they allocate classes this sem is weird. but anyway, i shall see the rest first. might add/drop with huijun and shiyun and jennifer. im waiting for the cls schedule to come out den i can see the vacancy and plan accordingly. now i juz hoping that fri wun rain leh..otherwise i dunno wad we will end up doing..ha. okie..going off..im tired. sleepy. //posted by ivy @ 22:52// oh manz, i got such lousy time-table next sem. 5 days week. somemore muz go school at 830 on four days. crap leh. and for both tues and wed, i've got a 6 hours break in between lessons. no way man~~ im definitely going to add/drop. no one same as me as yet. jennifer, aaron and gor same cls though. waiting for the rest to go check theirs and see if any coincides with mine. norman suggests we wait till germs checked her den we see if we gonna add/drop to the same cls. but wadever it is, im definitely changing away my tut on wed to one on mon, and another on tues. so i going to have a 4 days week too and oso i can make use of the break in between on tues. i love thurs and fri. thurs lect from 830-1030; fri tut from 830-1230....ahha. early weekend. okie..i think the smart ivy figured out wad's wrong with the blog and why it couldn't change colour automatically, without having to click on 'refresh'. i took away my counter oredi (the one that tells u the number of visitors to my blog).. so i shall see whether the blog will change colour by itself without the counter. keep a lookout lahz..and leave a msg in the tag-board den. okie..going to check vacancy so that i know where to add/drop to. after that, gonna bathe, have a quick breakfast and im going to meet yanyang later for lunch before meeting aaron and elwyn for a game of badminton later. whoa..im the only gal, sure kena bully by elwyn again!! maybe going gym later as well...hehe~~ elwyn made a stupid comment yday..: yup, and im having cell tonight too. but no fear manz..hehe. cos i prepared my songs last night liao..juz wondering who's playing for me. well, it's either andrew or shuhei. not many choices huh? ... have a nice day my frens.. //posted by ivy @ 09:56//
Tuesday, November 12, 2002 yup, finally, the blog looks okie now. does it? hope so.. im quite tired now..slept at 1+ and i woke up at 1+ today too..not bad rite? hehe..mega-piggy. yup..and that reminds me. i realised im not that free now. norman is pushing me for some article which he wants me to write about the 3D and comic competition held by the VAS.. oopsiee..im dead. din even attend the thing, how am i supposed to do a write-up on that? 400-500 words..ha. and yep, i haven prepare for worship for cell tmr yet..hehe.. okie..i shall go attempt write the article first..but yawnz, so sianz. it's like another gp essay which i gotta smoke thru. argh~~ //posted by ivy @ 18:03//
Monday, November 11, 2002 [sunday].. went for churchie in the morning, had lunch at mac, ate the spaghetti, think it's gross..he. bought a watch at ice-lemon tea b4 i went for youth. edwin was there..so surprised!! after that, went to have a little chat b4 i took a cab with edwin down to city hall. met my mktg group for dinner at congress. hehe..time to pamper ourselves, all went except suria. yakked and yakked the entire dinner..from oversea exchange prog to getting attached to getting drunk..haha. all the funny and disgusting experiences and encounters. haha. after that, din wan to go home so early cos it was only 9 so we went marina for pool. jennifer's first attempt at pool but whoa, she's good manz. heh. gals vs. guys. think we lost in the end lah..hehe. den i had a one-on-one with jennifer. went home with damien cos he going back hall.. [monday].. woke up at like 8+ though i slept so late last nite..met arlene and qiufeng to go gym in the morning. hehe. i did a lot of stuffs in the gym..and i mean a lot..haha. i went to try those who were empty..except for the lifting weights lahz. cannot make it. ha. met clara at jp for lunch. went to the food court downstairs. for once. den went shopping..hehe. i bought a pair of light denim jeans from giordano. quite like it. den went life bookstore and i bought another 2 books..whoa! but they were selling cheap so i bought two lor, plus my 10% student discount, so ended up quite affordable. waited for the grand arrival of si'er to come and then we went to catch 'sweet home alabama' (did i get the name correct? slipped my mind..)..a romance comedy..quite funny. haha. and then im back home. cos too tired liao..he. exciting week ahead manz..wed night got cell and im leading worship; thurs got jamming i think..and friday going out with class to sentosa. sat will be going with tina, reginald, arlene and i think eric chong to youth camp camp-site. yup..hehe. so how's sun and mon been for you? those in ntu i mean..hehe. cos those in nus are still mugging hard for their papers now..and those in 'O' and 'A' too..enjoy ur week ahead peoplez. p/s: i gave R a hard time manz..hehehe..interested? ask me den..HAHA~~ //posted by ivy @ 20:54//
Saturday, November 09, 2002 changing some stuffs in my blog now..so in the meanwhile, u can't tag..hehe. whoa..the background color finally can change now..hehe... okie..having a long day tmr and im going to lala-land pretty soon too. yup..have a wonderful sunday~ //posted by ivy @ 23:07// morning.i mean afternoon peoplez. i juz woke up from my beauty sleep..hehe.slept for like 11 hours...cool eh. not going out today, going to stay at home and tidy up my messy room and well, play the oz game.hhe. got the cd from k-box yday. they were giving it out free to everyone. plus the fact i oredi wanted to try it out way before that..thanks to melanie and eric..hehe.showing me the pic abt the game makes me curious.haha. hehe..now trying to get people down to the sentosa thingy. told joyce, yen pin, ging and cheng kiat abt it liao..yeah. and shiyun suggested playing frisbee too..hehe. interesting game. always played it last time during pe in sa. yup..in the meanwhile, im cracking my brain on how to spend my hols..hehe. got quite a number of things to do. but mostly is do at home one..not going out that kind.hehe. though im going out lah..going gym with arlene, out with my mktg grp and my tutorial mates. and not to forget i promised edwin we'll go fiesta for a meal and i dunno who else i promise things to..hehe. oh i think yanyang..the dim sum breakfast..and hmm..dunno lahz..heeh. anyone got any lobang on vacation job..except for yen pin who has found and chee wei too..the rest slacking izzit? cheng kiat went to agency liao.. actually dun feel like having daily job cos will be so restricted..juz wanna have those a few days/week one..cool manz. then i wanna get so many things. i wanna get a new comp, a digi cam (cam is wif germaine liao, she has a chalet coming up), a web cam, christmas gifts, clothes, highlight hair, shoes..whoa..and i need the money to go for all the feastings as well mahz..heeh. and pastor haven give me, kailun and eric a reply yet..we asked him got lobang for jobs a not..he. someone help me!! R is here again~~ oh-oh... //posted by ivy @ 13:50//
Friday, November 08, 2002 din sing much today but we sang quite a number of crappy songs. like songs by deng lijun..haah. and the gals had a power song to dedicate to the guys--jie jie mei mei zan qi lai cos the guys sang this song to us--ben xiao hai. supposedly i chose that song for beng chuan to sing but ended up the gals got suan..haha. so we took our sweet revenge..hehe.. whoa..in the end, the people who went were yanyang, chee wei, beng chuan, huijun, shiyun and me. elwyn came for a while but left early. quite a weird combi of people cos we seldom hang out together. for me is okie..beng chuan still okie.[duh!!]..chee wei oso cos got go ktv with him b4. shiyun and huijun are people i can tok to. quite close to huijun. yanyang of course okie lah. so for me, the combi of people was okie. but i guess for most of them, it was quite weird cos we never reali hang out together as a group before and seldom tok oso. but hey..we got class spirit sia..gel together quite fast i would say. agree? had a fight or rather several fights in the ktv room today..haha~ dun worry..friendly fights lahz. shiyun was fighting with me for the controller cos i was trying to stop her from choosing one very dumb song for me. and she won. i was fighting with beng chuan umpteen times cos was trying to stop him from erasing photos which we took of him painstakingly..and he was so desperate, he did everything we said to get a glimpse of the photos we took.haha. we asked him to sing some quite difficult song..ahha. took lots of pics today too. too bad i dun have the firewire with me now..otherwise i'll upload those pics and im sure u will laugh till u flip on some of the photos taken. hahaha. after that went for dinner at food court. had another round of laughs. oh manz..we were ultimate today sia. crazy bunch of people. the result of ntu's exams..we planning for another crazy day out at sentosa next fri. yeah..jioing people now. hmm..now i feel so hyper..sick oso like not sick liao..he! okie..im obviously going nuts now..feeling so hyper. whoa..i must emphasize again what great tutorial mates i have manz~~!! i love you people~~~ //posted by ivy @ 23:33// back home now..waiting for my lunch before i go cck to join them for k-box later. paper was bad..and i mean BAD..sigh.. i dun think i'll clear my biz law..a lot of mistakes. some i din even think of it. stuffs like past consideration din come across my mind at all..anyway, nothing i can do now too. i reali hope i dun have to re-take. so sianz..re-take biz law..oh manz!! wonder who will be there? confirmed ones are yanyang, aaron, yen pin, shiyun, beng chuan, chee wei..the rest not sure. huijun and elwyn..dunno if they'll be there. lucky shiyun going, otherwise im the only gal..hehe.. i got no mood for anything now..sianz. argh!! wad the heck..paper oso over liao..fail oso i can't do anything..nah..shall go enjoy myself later on. wun be back so early..i think. shld be going for dinner after k-box..and etc.. see how lahz..but cck oso nowhere to hang out. okie..u who is reading this..dun be unhappy or discouraged like me..though exams might be hard, but look on the bright side..yeah..yay.. gotta go now..happy friday~~ //posted by ivy @ 13:17//
Thursday, November 07, 2002 hey eric chong, i dunno if u'll get to see this but im so thankful for ur sms everyday..that constantly check how i am and how are my papers. it feels so warm to have people checking constantly that im okie with my exams/my life and been an encouragement throughout this period of time. and not to forget eric tan too..[hehe..'beloved']..thanks too. and for those who has smsed me to say that they'll remb me in their prayers and asked me to persevere on...yah, si'er, marcus, kailun, arlene, qiufeng and reginald too. thanks. you people have been a great blessing. of course not to forget my own tutorial mates and ntu frens lah..they have been great too manz. always there to motivate one another and push one another on. for people like beng chuan, yanyang, damien, cheng kiat..edwin, norman, germaine, jason ow..etc etc. for crusaders like faith, jeffrey, matt, huizhi, adrian, adeline... whoa~~ i feel so blessed to have such frens around me..and i might miss out some..but do know that each and every one of you has make a difference in my life this sem. yeah.... i juz put at least 25 tabs on my biz law text..haha. main purpose is for easy reference tmr lah, since it's open book..but from today's experience, i dun think will use much too. so i guess, it's to make myself feel more confident and to stress people sitting around me..haha. on the way to canteen 3 for lunch today, beng chuan was telling me about shiling's biz law tutor commenting that this year's biz law is rather tough. teck tien told me the same thing too. something like his fren's tutor mentioned about it oso. hmm..that makes me wonder if i shld continue studying for the rest of the 2 hours before i go lala-land. haha..i still will lahz..cannot slack so much. but it's always lidat. when u know it's the last paper oredi..the motivation somehow starts to disappear..ha. yes...i know i've typed a whole lot yday and today as well..but hey, at least they are nice entries..hehe. i hope that these few entries will make you think beyond obtaining good grades and to be more thankful for the wonderful frens you have around you. i think i understand now wad it means to 'count your blessings'... take a look around you..spend some time thinking of your goals in life, what you wan out of this life you're living.how you can be a blessing in people's lives. how you can make a difference in someone's life. yeah..i know it sounds a bit hmm..'far-stretched'..hehe. but well, spend some time thinking about it lahz..when u're free. when u're on the mrt having nothing to do. and for WAC-ers..it simply means how u can be a history-maker?? //posted by ivy @ 21:18// quiz time!!  The Band Quiz By Rahel  You are the good ol' thumb! You are the family one, the one who not necessarily everyone loves but the one who everyone can't live without. Always willing to lend a hand or comfort a friend when they need it. Which finger are you?  discover what candy you are @ stvlive.com
//posted by ivy @ 14:19// juz reached home from mktg paper..hmm..no comments about that paper manz. it was easy yet difficult..haha. but you know wad? im so so so glad the paper is over~~ yay!! yeah!! couldn't sleep much last nite..i dunno why. was tossing around. i did catch some sleep but i woke up quite a number of times and in fact, i woke up by myself way before the time im supposed to wake up. but at the same time, i wasn't nervous. juz had a quite peaceful feeling. went school with yanyang, din even attempt to read anything further on the journey to skool, went to zap some cases, in case they come out but they din. den went over to nanyang audi. saw matt and jeffrey. after that, jeffrey came to pray for me and faith before we went off to our exam venue. usual routine. find my tutorial mates, put my bag, take my stuffs, check my seating place and went in. when the paper started, i still felt rather calm and peaceful..surprisingly..cos i read thru the qn and i found some to be "un-do-able"~~anyway, yah, juz did what i could in the 2.5 hours..writing furiously wadever came to my mind. finally time's up. handed in. felt quite okie. not say very confident..i mean how would i be rite? when i nv study much and practically was writing gp essay in the exam itself. came out, oso nv discuss much, went for lunch at canteen 3 with beng chuan, yen pin, suria, chee wei and teck tien. poor me..only gal cos ging din wan to go. forgot to withdraw $$ so gor treated me lunch. but i shall return him $$ tmr. not nice to always get treated..hehe~ and now im back home, trying to cool down and make myself comfortable b4 i go read thru some impt stuffs for my biz law. i dun feel sleepy now..so that's good. and im surprised. these 2 days have been going for paper, lunch, come back, study till dinner, den eat den study till lala-land time. whoa!! im surprised im still so vibrant now.hehe. yanyang jio-ing people to k-box tmr. chee wei seems interested. gor not confirm yet, he muz see who goin first..so i oso dunno wad's the plan after biz law tmr but i do know that im not going according to my own plan. wanted to come home and sleep and get my well-deserved rest but i guess..haha...the plan will fail the moment i end my biz law paper. hehe.. we shall see.. okie..i'll start work at 230.in the meanwhile, shall go check out people's blog, icq and slack..hehe. i feel good..last paper!! whoa~~~and yeah, the "dreadful ordeal" is officially ending in 22 hours' time.~~~~!!!! //posted by ivy @ 13:58//
Wednesday, November 06, 2002 juz came back from cell, today's cell exceptionally long. din do any teaching, mainly worship and sharing by all of us. i shared on my qt on mon, scripture reading was on james 4:8 and matt 11:28. was quite surprised by what was being taught to me. yvonne shared the same thing during cell today too cos she oso using 'utmost for his highest'. same passage, same message. was rather encouraged by si-er's sharing as well, in the way he persisted with his granduncle. was pondering over what tina shared. well... somehow.. nvm. arlene..i guess i can somehow understand how you feel. i felt so confident today for my paper but..hehe. u know what im going to say.. wad shuhei shared did hit me a little too. esp when i think back on some incidents and yah, i guess we are all humans. fall short of his glory. im glad i went for cell today. im glad for the conviction that i had to give Him what belongs to Him. although it was a hard decision to make, considering that my paper tmr is going to be a disaster..haha.. as far as the heaven is from the earth so great is the measure of our father's love as far as the east is from the west has he removed our sins from us. great is his love great is his love great is his everlasting love great is his love great is his love great is his everlasting love. //posted by ivy @ 22:56// trying to read thru some mktg notes juz now. maybe i shldn't put so much pressure on myself to do well. after all, this is only the first exam in ntu. i've got 5 more!! haha. come to think of it, can't reali blame myself so much. i am always someone who wants myself to get the best i can get, especially when i knew i had put in the effort. that's why back in sajc, i pushed myself so hard during the 'A's..simply cos i wanna beat a lot of my frens/classmates. and i did. was happy of course, flying over the sun liao. but i guess after all, it's not the grades that i realli treasured, it was more of the lessons i learnt during those exams times. the encouragement, concern and love i get from frens around me. they pushed me on a lot. all these juz came to me when i saw what arlene wrote in my tag..'i know who holds my tomorrow..'. a song which we always sing during chapel back in sa, led by mr wee. wun forget about that. remembered how much we (me, sharon wok, annabelle and ppl out there) will go ..'huh? again!!'..but when i do read the words carefully, they meant a lot. well, decided. not to be so stressed by what i want to achieve this sem. but more of what i've learnt this sem that is more impt. so what if i get 4As, and get the chance to beat a lot of my frens and to go for student exchange programme? if i din enjoy my sem, spent my time simply mugging day in day out..no point oso. i have had loads of fun this sem, with my new frens and yup, all i hope now is to clear my papers. hah. of course, at the same time, do my best lahz. dun wan to clear with all Ds oso..haha. well, hope not..im not allowing myself to get any Ds..maybe juz for marketing..i can't guarantee much. hehe. u all know why rite?.. okie..going to catch some rest before my head explodes. later going for cell. and manz, it was a hard decision to make when i asked myself should i go for cell today? oh well, i guess ultimately, i ought to give Him what belongs to Him..and after im back from cell, im going to stay up till 11 before i pounce on my bed. since no point staying up late cos i can't possibly finish my readings, den might as well catch more sleep so that after mktg tmr, i got the energy to piah for my biz law.. all the best to those who are still having exams or going to have their exams. to those who have ended, the last thing you shld do is to go around saying 'oh, i have finished mine..you still having ah?'..and to those who have got no exams, be an encourager to those who are still struggling den. yep.. p/s: i juz checked my email..had an email from edna reid (my IT tutor)..i got B for my project..sheez..but nvm..im quite okie about that. sort of expected.. //posted by ivy @ 16:56// juz had my lunch, very nice dishes today but can't reali enjoy it. cos i feelin so pissed with myself. the IT paper was okie, relatively easy i would say but i lost a lot of marks. on stuffs which i knew was going to come out but forgot to check out the webby edna reid gave and indeed the qn came out..6 marks gone. there was another qn on HW and SW and telecomm stuffs which was like 13 marks gone too and the stupid er-diagram drove me mad. i couldn't remb the one one on M-M r/s..so i lost marks in the decomposing part. and there was this excel qn..chimology sia. 8 marks. wah liao..but the rest still not so bad. those stuffs on biometric and IS and emerging technologies, i practically vomitted my answer out. but still, can't get my A liao..sheez~~ well, at least a C..and i mean at least..nothing worse than that.otherwise i'll ask for a re-mark of my paper!! okie..2 modules cleared. both shld be C..2 more to go. and they are argh!!!! nvm. im off to piah my mktg now. still got cell tonight. and for those out there who are free, pray not only for my exams, but for those knockers downstairs to STOP KNOCKING & DRILLING..driving me against the wall..!! //posted by ivy @ 14:06//
Tuesday, November 05, 2002 my qt reading last nite was on matt 11:28. i had weird dreams last nite, guess wad's it about? exams!. best liao lor..think im reali scared now, cos i even dream of exams while in lala-land. sheez. thanks everyone for your concern and your constant smses..eric chong, eric tan, yanyang, beng chuan, adrian.. hey gor, you take care too. drink more water then wun reali fall sick liao. im still sick now..nose sneezing at a rate of 2 sneezes/minute and my head is splitting at a rate of 1mm/hour. wadever manz..wad am i toking about? stupid girl oredi..yakking rubbish. drinking hot milo now while typing and thinking about the load of stuffs undone. yucks! i hate this feeling. suddenly realised that the deadly ordeal starts tmr..arghhhhhh~  im freaking out~~//posted by ivy @ 11:04//
Monday, November 04, 2002  What day are you?  What Snack Food are you?  i'm a Snow Fae, bringer of winter. //posted by ivy @ 11:39// shit..hmm..sheez!! im sick. nose is running away and head is splitting into 2 cos it hurts. how?? ahh..not now. bad timing. i slept a lot, supposed to wake up at 8, i woke up at 11..can't believe it. anyway, time to make it official. i wun be online as much these 5 days liao. cannot ar..reali got a lot to piah b4 thurs. now, im scared of mktg, not biz law anymore. in fact, im quite okie about IT and biz law now..it's the disgusting mktg that's causing my brainy to suffer.. //posted by ivy @ 11:28//
Sunday, November 03, 2002  me? a ballerina?? i can't balance for nuts. let alone twill around gracefully.ha. back from prayer walk. it was a rather short one, with eric chong, sabrina and shuhei. i partnered with sabrina [duh~]..we walked around the entire jp and ended at 8. met adrian and his mum along the way. went swensens for dinner. treat by eric [as usual...]. but thanks! hehe~ had a long time of fellowship and yakking. and yup, im back home trying hard to avoid the bed. trying reali hard. ha. i shall finish at least a chapter of IT b4 i go lala-land to look for my lala-prince tonight. and wayne says i'll get a surprise from him soon. hmm?? surprise?? i love surprises..haha. and yeah, glad to hear that he's found a church...yup, continue to shine for God, wayne! //posted by ivy @ 22:22// i juz reached home, from discussion with yanyang juz now. thanks!. you've been a grt help..hehe. clearing my doubts about biz law and nope, you din make me explode..haha. and yah, for listening too. he~~ going out later again at 650, last minute notice from eric chong about prayer-walk at 7 later. whoa!! im so surprised i actually replied his sms with 'okie, i can make it.'..hmmm? okie...my fear came true. well, you wun understand.ha. but anyway, i almost ***** juz now. hha. never noticed rite? of course..haha. for those who dun understand or in fact all who dun, nvm. i dun blame you. okie..gotta go and read up a little stuffs on IT before i go get changed and head down to oasis room. will be back at 10+ or maybe even later cos going for supper. well, i guess today dun need to study liao. hmm.. ?wonder who is going later? *???* smile cos there is someone out there who still loves me... izzit true? well..haha. it better be. //posted by ivy @ 18:05//
 more days to go~~before the dreadful ordeal beginsnot exactly looking forward to it cos im sick..haha. starting to fall sick liao. maybe cos not enough sleep but i haven been studying that hard lahz..juz catching up on the things which i shld have done but obviously not done yet. ha. going to read through a little IT before i go get changed and head down to JP for churchie. meeting yanyang later for biz law discussion. orrh!! yanyang. u're dead. u going to vomit blood later..haah. after my bombardment of biz law. hehe. have a nice day ahead everyone~ //posted by ivy @ 08:44//
Saturday, November 02, 2002 will i get to play the drums one day? well, dun ask me why that qn but maybe things happening lately made me wonder a lot. anyway..sleep tight. im disconnecting for real this time..ha.~ //posted by ivy @ 23:55// im drained. juz read through another 2 chapters of IT juz now, my final time reading through cos gotta memorize, otherwise i where got so guai..haha. 2 chapters done means another 9 chpts to go!! wah liao...demoralizing manz. when i still have like the entire mktg textbk to complete in 2 days..someone tell me how?? cannot think of how rite? well..cos it's simply impossible. ridiculous. but anyway, i looked thru last year's paper and i realised that even if i did read through, i can't do as well. and last yr was closed book, this year is open. how? help!! im too tired to go on now. shall go lala-land before i go bonkers. argh~~~ try to sleep now; close your eyes try to think of tomorrow. tiny stars are shining bright it's time to say goodnite. one more hug; one more kiss...... --->>::ivy's sleepy version of lullaby:: yawnz.. //posted by ivy @ 23:46// the quiz makes me seems as though im a leech..hhaa.  juz had dinner. had fried mee hoon for dinner. yummy. now full full liao. good to sleep, somemore weather so nice. whoa!! i need someone to help me stay awake manz.~ ha. hmm..my dad's frens are over now, playing cards and watching tv. noisy bunch of men. hmm..im still thinking whether i shld stay up late tonight. maybe not since i need to be in churchie by 945. yawnz. feeling sleepy now oredi..~~ //posted by ivy @ 18:43//
juz woke up not long ago. not bad ah? slept at 4 last night and i actually woke up by myself at 945 but thought that it was too early so i went back to lala-land till 11..hahah. nothing much today. except study. kinda sianz oredi. the exams are taking way too long to end. while the engine people are having their last paper next week; im juz starting to have my second paper!! and comp. engine people have oredi ended!! argh~~ can't believe this. i end almost the latest..if not for the bio science people. hehez. suddenly realised my blog has got more animations? hehe..cos i get bored and so i come online and start to deco. my blog..hehe. well.. okie..nvm. that's absolutely out of point.i shall slack till 12 before i go attack my biz law again. aiyo, that book is driving me crazy. and in the afternoon, i'll do my IT..another crazy subject. well, all in all, next week's papers are all crazy modules. yep. crazy student taught by crazy lect'rs and tutors now studying for the crazy modules which are set by a crazy exam-setter cos the time-table is crazy!! //posted by ivy @ 11:45//
 im so..so..sleepy. juz read through my biz law on remedies. wah..can kill leh. im like half-dead even b4 the 3 terrible papers start. oh manz... kinda pissed off with someone..but anyway, complained enough liao..haha. sorry ah, arlene and eric tan..haf to bear with me while i typed my frustrations..hehe. yeah..im juz tired of readin stuffs about biz law now. whoa..it takes a lot to understand manz. idiot law..sigh. im hungry..hehe. shall go toast some bread and eat while trying to finish up another 4 pages on the stupid remedies and the 'atton pillar' stuffs..dun even know wad's dat. ha. yawnz.. //posted by ivy @ 02:58//
Friday, November 01, 2002 okie..i shall be good gal and go study.. shan't come online till i finished what i wanna do and that requires great determination..hehe. yeah...if u catch me online anytime from now till 12 am tonight..den..i shall treat you to ice-cream in swensens!~ deal k? hehe.. hopefully that would help me to avoid coming online for the rest of today. good for eric manz..he ended his paper liao.and if im not wrong, zhongfa will end today oso.. and arlene will be more relaxed after today oso. sighz..and me the poor thingy. idiot..!! shan't mention about how toopid ntu's exam-setter can get..nvm~~ i shall not complain and go do my biz law revision now  *scratch-head*--->vitiating factor of contract??? huh??//posted by ivy @ 14:06// haha...im a toilet?? no leh..im a gal!!~~ hehe. im a piggy more like it manz..slept for straight 13 hours b4 i woke up..ahah. not bad ah? wah..and i realised im terribly behind my revision schedule..hehe~ but anyway, im juz going to do what i can lor..no choice oredi. and cos im so bored now, im going to take another quiz.haha. hmm..the quiz quite true eh? no wonder i was asked to do games?!  hehe...
//posted by ivy @ 10:46// i can't believe this..haha  The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz //posted by ivy @ 10:43// |
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