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Friday, April 29, 2005 a perfect indicator of how much im really into revising my work wed night - essential & brews thurs night - boon lay market nasi lemak tonight - taman jurong 'wu xiang' ahhhh! getting fat and unhealthy is an understatement which is why i told my cell gals we must all go for sports day next sat! though inside, i know that's not going to help much becos we're heading out for dinner right after sports day how wonderful~ it's gonna be relaxing for me soon once the long weekend is over, my two papers will come crashing in and then, i'll officially end my studying life a class chalet right on the day we end our papers then sports day, mother's day, cell retreat and my birthday! yippie~ but... zhong wun be ard that day cos they might start to book out on sats soon i hate ndu! bleahz //posted by ivy @ 23:33//
Thursday, April 28, 2005 instead, much of my time is spent cooking meals, tuitions, yakking on the phone, catching shows on tv and going out and no, my exams has not ended not until 4th may! had dinner at essential & brew with tracy, angel and erin just now not so packed today and we stayed for quite long to yak yak yak before we start planning games proper outline of games for retreat is out, just a bit more planning to do and going down to look at the place once it's going to be a squishy squashy squeezy retreat! took some time to read someone's blog just now real long entry i thought abt certain things which were mentioned and instantly, i was reminded of some stuffs which happened recently got me totally heart-broken and for a few days, teared as i felt torn between right and wrong despite huiling's many attempts to reassure me, i still think twice when i've to make certain decisions argh~ i dislike such feelings once and for all, i'm making my stand i love her and nothing is going to change that. needa rest soon i've become a better 'dedicator' recently my cell gals are now busy beings let me predict what they are doing now... candice - stressed and nervous, busy reading thru her notes and Bible caroline - retreat, retreat and retreat joanie - raking her brains for something tracy & angel - games games games and me? waiting for their phonecalls should they get stuck but im sure they won't, because... they're simply the best! //posted by ivy @ 00:36//
Saturday, April 23, 2005 today was no exception! my notes were barely touched before i had to rush down to meet caroline and cindy for retreat discussion had some planning and discussing.. more to come rushed off at 6.45pm to city hall to meet tracy and celine for dinner both of us were late so poor tracy used the time for shopping and ended up spending a bomb! haha.. but that's her initial plan to magic wok was abandoned spent the next half an hour queueing for cartel while telling tracy about the "long-term" plan we have which sent her screaming then it was a hearty dinner with warm bread, flying ribs and superb mango cake and hmmm, rubbery linguine, which was the only cannot-make-it dish for the night you would think that our dinner ends here... but no, with 'special kid' around, there are always surprises! three mins after finishing the mango cake at cartel, we were on our way to plaza sing to try the new mango delight cake from secret recipe settled down comfortably before ordering drinks and the cake we specially went all the way for while waiting, tracy's camera went snap snap when the food came, her camera were still snapping woohoo~ the mango delight was heavenly! stayed till 11pm before we had to leave since they were closing two mango cakes within half an hour the purpose behind is a secret agenda that's the first step we're taking! and im excited!! long long journey back to the west with my 'night-boyfriend' the one who always send me back home if we're out together *waves to tracy* im too happy to study now so maybe i wun i'll sleep and wake up at a decent time tmr and sat night shall be spent with my baby! -smiles- //posted by ivy @ 00:45//
Thursday, April 21, 2005 i've been zapped by sleepy and hungry bug, cos im perpetually hungry and seems to be able to fall asleep anytime in the day as well this is not doing any good to my revision at all considering i've two more modules, not like most of my frens who are only left with law according to my revision chart, im supposed to have done one set of resort readings yday and one today till now, i've accomplished none! the only thing perhaps would be i've blogged an entry, sealed up the envelope of application form and sent out two resumes none of which has contributed to my aim of getting good grades in my final sem horrible me. oh yeah, did i mention before that i only want to see 'A' and 'B' when i finally view my results over the internet the final time in june? hmmm, hopefully it's still achievable feels pretty good as i looked at my grades for the past 5 sems, i've been consistently improving bit by bit per sem so this sem, it shld be just As and Bs oh! i remember! arlene, i think i told you this before right? haha~ yday paper was so-so two questions, 60 and 40 marks respectively i spotted the first qn right on, and i think most of my classmates did so as well it was quite predictable but, spotting is one thing, writing down the correct answer is another 2nd qn worth 40 marks and i only wrote 1.5 pages! there goes my A! argh~ i've to go memorise my resorts notes soon my last chance of getting my A this sem law is impossible.. i'll be very contented with a B! and to mich, i shall *poof* once again //posted by ivy @ 11:46//
Tuesday, April 19, 2005 had an interview today for recruitment consultant tmr another one as well, same position, diff branches of the company im not too interested in it, but the person said i have a high chance of getting it maybe i'll try for a few months and in the meanwhile, see what other career opportunities i have? not too sure as well back to revision im feeling quite nonchalant abt it. //posted by ivy @ 19:38//
Monday, April 18, 2005 simply becos im too lazy to think chronologically of the events over the weekends i read thru the chapter on "Healthy youth ministry has spiritually healthy youth leaders" the set of notes given by chee hoong and it's long overdue decided to be a good gal before lders' cell and read it not once but twice something inside hit me so strongly as i read thru the second time we (my cell gals) had a good chat over the special topic over cell learnt a lot from huiling's sharing and after which, we spent some time having sharing which was to be kept within the boundary of the carpet, ceiling, walls, chairs and ..lights i wonder who was the one who mentioned lights? had a nice sat evening with zhong i can't remember when was the last time we went out after cell! ate my fill at alexandra village, cheap cheap. he was so sweet this weekend came over to look for me after cell on fri and pampered me with ice-cream! haha.. my happy food. angel and i had such an exciting conversation yday on the way to her house further discussion to be continued during the cell retreat and would involve few more gals haha.. everyone seems excited over it! im feeling lethargic the weather is one of the culprits the other being the long wait to my first paper not that im thoroughly prepared, but the wait is killing me not able to go shopping yday and to spend time doing things i wanna do argh~ caroline wanna meet cindy and i on thurs to discuss cell retreat not sure if tracy has decided to meet on fri to discuss games on top of all these, im waiting eagerly for candice's decision on when "simply the best" is meeting up yawn the weather is purrrfect for sleeeeping good night. wait a min. i did blog chronologically after all //posted by ivy @ 14:41//
Friday, April 15, 2005 by a simple phonecall which lasted for 2 hours and it's none other than tracy! as she shared with me on how God has worked in her life and how God is working in her life now, i can't help but to think back and silently thank God that she has grown so much over the year how her conviction has changed how she has began to touch lives around her im so so encouraged by you gal! it's my prayer today that you'll continue to grow in the love of God daily, to experience the abundant life He has for you, and most importantly, to shine brightly for God! //posted by ivy @ 15:06//
Wednesday, April 13, 2005 aiming to finish reading thru everything by tmr friday would be resting plus analysing the case on my own first not to forget finalising my preparation for sat thinking of starting to read a little of my resorts notes as well since i figured i really wun have time to study both resorts and law in the mere one week plus, when there is a public hol as well. it's going-out time. i thank God for His strength and time management having to take care of my mum, plus to cook and wash dishes, clothes etc on top of my revision yet, im still coping fine. im missing someone so badly now haven spent quality time with him for the last two weeks in fact, i dun recall being alone with him for the last weekend he was out somehow i feel as though i've neglected him becos of the attention and time im giving to another group of people sorry dear i promise i'll spend time with you this weekend! //posted by ivy @ 13:21//
Tuesday, April 12, 2005 i've only managed to finish up half a chapter of readings since morning but i promise myself i'll be more hardworking after i blog nothing much of updates except for..
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Monday, April 11, 2005 im glad that i made such a decision whining once more would be my lack of discipline to study it always happens, the days leading up to my first paper are always spent wasting time blogging and doing other things, except reading my texts how horrible is my discipline level! tsk tsk.. this cannot go on not when my first paper seems to be the most promising module to score cheeky cindy sent me a sms just now with the latter part of the sms that reads 'dun think of shawn too much eh!' O_O!! that's my notti cell member for you and no, shawn is NOT my latest crush whatsoever! the gals have had enough listening to my praises for shawn as a wonderful interviewer, and how he made the whole session so comfortable and of cos, he had nice features which i had to stare at for half an hour simply because he's sitting right in front of me and bombarding me with weird questions tsk tsk.. notti gal! aim for today is to finish up week 7 and week 9 of change management before i sleep and that's a lot! considering i haven been touching my notes etc since recess ended and before i end, im quite sure i'll be here pretty soon i usually blog excessively during my exams period! //posted by ivy @ 16:46//
Sunday, April 10, 2005 :mon: - study for change management - tuition with zoey - give someone a call :tues: - study for change management - tuition with zoey :wed: - study for change management - prayer meeting :thurs: - study for change management - tuition with violet :fri: - study for change management - cell :sat: - meet cindy, candice and tracy - cell what a boring week?! //posted by ivy @ 22:27//
Friday, April 08, 2005 sigh~ mich, i think you're doing absolutely fine by clearing SIX papers in a day compared to me, who covered merely two sets of readings and one chapter of textbook.. that's pathetic! but nonetheless, i should have covered much more too. gave in to zzz monster and tv and online slacking and many many more. it's getting crazy i've got people who declared themselves as pigs and tagged at my blog! woah! pigs can read!?!? clever pigs huh? *grins* uh-oh, i think they're going to fart at my face when they see me. and finally, i understand the feeling behind the word 'anticipation' im waiting patiently for the positive reply from sembcorp it's making my heart thump faster each time i open my email to check for reply it's making me rush to my phone whenever it rings, hoping to see the numbers 6462**** but at the same time, the rising hope diminishes as each day passes sigh~ what a contradiction //posted by ivy @ 13:38//
Thursday, April 07, 2005 first, i missed dennis ong's law class this morning and it's the last lesson of my life! =( second, morning was spent on phonecalls with several people to settle an issue which probably made everyone unhappy and i just couldn't understand why i had to force myself to be calm and rational when talking to all of them and trying to come to a close thirdly, im supposed to be revising my work but it's heading nowhere im getting too complacent with the time i've no good.. but of cos, two things made me smile yesterday 1) shaun is a nice interviewer! 2) the crazy phonecall conversation with celine, peixuan and wanling in the middle of the night interview was conducted in a superb cold room i was in long-sleeved and a jacket but i was shivering thank God the three interviewers were rather nice and they took away the nervousness the questions were manageable, albeit being rather queer at times i had ten mins to prepare a speech on two topics close to heart prepared and wrote down on a paper which the interviewers took a long look and decided i dun have to present after all and lastly, i conclude that talking to the gals at night can be ridiculous the things we say, the way they imitate pigs and how a person fart made me doubled up in laughter and headed to bed with wide-opened eyes, at the crazy time of 2am! but i love you all! =) time to hit the books and im starting from.. chapter 1! //posted by ivy @ 12:22//
Tuesday, April 05, 2005 woke up super early in the morning (6.45am) to make breakfast for my mum headed to school for my last presentation was early, so headed to lab to print additional notes left after our presentation cos mum was alone at home. had a nice lunch bought back by dad decided to do something constructive before i take a nap drew up my revision timetable for bh322, which is on 20 apr. weather got cooler and started drizzling took it as a sign to take my nap hmmm, the nap lasted for 3 hours. postponed tuition to thurs in order to give myself some free time and do something before i officially launch into revision mode and so, i went shopping after dinner! spent a good 2 hours at west mall and jurong point - G2000 blouse - G2000 striped pants (waiting for delivery) - Poccilini bag - ZA blusher - ZA eye-shadow what an expensive day! but it's all worth it cos it's long-term investment that is, i dun grow any fatter and outgrow my clothes! i went to check out my make-up pouch just now and realised im a ZA supporter to date, i own ZA foundation, ZA lipstick, ZA blusher, ZA eye-shadow and two pathetic Red Earth lip-gloss shopping is therapeutic! makes me feel happy and energized to study for the next ten days or so! i shall come up with a list of future acquisition! as for now, it's time to head to bed have a good rest and blow my interviewer off tmr! //posted by ivy @ 22:22//
Monday, April 04, 2005 and guess my progress? well, 1% cos i've printed out the case and skimmed through but the reading of text and additional readings? hmmm.. oh well. some are still un-print, and so, i haven't embark on starting to read yet told myself, i'll start tmr afternoon. err, i'll try to start tmr afternoon. mum was discharged yday, so my dad and i sort of took turns to look after her and bring her whatever she needs she can't really move around on her own yet quite thankful that i've understanding project mates and of cos, there's no need to go school so often anymore, so im at home more often in the day which ideally, should mean i get to spend the time to study but no, im online so often, doing nothing makes me feel guilty.. it's my last exams but im not doing much abt it! =( 16 days to first paper exactly one month from today will be my last exams, in my life! not sure to be happy or not the speed at which the sem is coming to an end is scaring me no more cant b food during breaks no more fav jap food in cant a no more smoothie from coffee club no more meeting in lab or s4 benches no more logging on in edventure to print notes and most importantly, no more 'i dun feel like going for lessons today'! it's transition stage for me all over again this time not just from sch to sch but from sch to work argh~ //posted by ivy @ 12:50//
Friday, April 01, 2005 which simply means the last days of my school life is coming really soon prob next week will be the last two times im heading to school for lessons after which, is the last three exams of my life and tata.. work-life my resume is kinda done, but being me, i'll likely make more changes before i send it out four companies in mind.. someone was telling me, go try and grab some interview chances in other companies first, get the hang of it before you attempt the companies of your choice! haha... but it sounds logical to a certain extent seems like the whole world is going into the teaching industry that makes me the odd one out, unless i get into one of the four companies i've in mind, which is so hard! im supposed to finish up my change essay which is flickering in another window right now, with only 1/10 done resorts presentation next and after that, i can finally sit back and prepare for exams //posted by ivy @ 11:46// |
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