*the love and grace of God in my life..*

Monday, March 31, 2003

the doctors are at a loss.. they dunno wad happened to my mum. and neither do i.

initially i thot she can be discharge tmr cos she called me in the afternoon and she sounded okie. better in fact. so imagine the shock i had when i entered the room and found her linked to so many tubes. there was a bottle for the usual drip, and two others for antibiotics. her body cannot absorb the medicine so they are injecting it directly into her blood i suppose? another tube for the urinary tract and another to her nose which is connected directly to her stomach. having high fever at the same time as well. i can't believe what i see.. it's merely stomach pain initially, how could it develop to such complications and yet, the doctors dunno wad happened. blood test and urine test was fine. they took 2 x-rays and one scan. first x-ray din show any abnormalities. second x-ray and scan still waiting for the result. she looked so weak.. so scary, worrying.

i can't do anything.. saying 'you'll be fine' sounds so ...er...i dunno. i can't even tell her things like 'dun worry mummy. we are all praying for you, you'll be okie. God is here.'

i juz smiled throughout. not wanting her to know that im worried. i know i can't do much but well, He can.

i dun deny im worried..both for my mum and my dad. he is quite burnt out.. travelling to and fro daily.

pray for us yah?

//posted by ivy @ 21:06//

Sunday, March 30, 2003

what a weekend.. well, still..God is in control of everything.

so many things happened during a short span of less than a day i would say. sat night was a scary night as i wrote the letter before i slept. den in the middle of the night, after less than 1 hr of sleep, my mum woke me up to go a&e with her. severe stomach pain. ruled out the possibility of food poisoning cos my dad and i are okie. reached at around 3 plus. waited with her till 8 plus in the morning.. in the midst of the 5 hours, she was injected twice but no effect so the doctor had to keep her for observation and now, still pending for urine and blood test.

went for service anyway.. i couldn't stand the thought of being alone at home though i was so tempted to catch some sleep, so went for service in the end. no youth today.. a blessing instead.

had a mini talk with eric. *mixed feeling*

came home at 3 plus, slept till 5 plus then my dad woke me up to go hospital liao. juz had my dinner.

i know i should get my sleep now.. but well, dun really feel that tired now. mayb i will do some ob report before sleeping. after all, it's due on tues.

for once, i feel so drained. physically, emotionally and spiritually. not having enough sleep and tonnes of work to do. it's about time to start my revision for exams too. emotionally cos..i think the news that i got from someone shocked me a little and yup, added some stress of course. spiritually.. well, i guess it's self-explanatory.

there's a lot of thoughts going through my mind. the usual ivy would feel stressed, very stressed, tired, anxious and scared. but God has been so faithful. He's been there all these while, watching over me. there's this sense of peace that overwhelms me everytime i think of the amount of stuffs going on. i understand the verse "and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus" now. thank you, God.

and ..thank you dear. i wun know what to do without you around. you've been someone who assures me that physically, you will be there to support me. :) *hugs

//posted by ivy @ 21:15//

Saturday, March 29, 2003

stats quiz was bad.

went for a drink with germs after that.

before that, got a super 1+1 m1 line for my mum. had lunch at kfc. haven been there for such a long time. months? ate zinger. okie lahz..

waiting for dear's sms. meeting him for dinner later. hmm..i miss him manz. :(

//posted by ivy @ 18:31//

Friday, March 28, 2003

these are the things i gotta clear this weekend..

1. stats quiz (sat morn)

2. fm report

3. ob report

will i be seeing you tmr dearie? :)

//posted by ivy @ 21:47//

depression/sadness..
a disease that attacks you spiritually.
so snap out of it. face the reality. it will never escape no matter what you do. so instead of hiding from it, why not face it? well, you're not alone. you have an additional source of strength!

leaving in an hour's time for my social work lect/tut. finally it's time to hand in the term paper. haha! but well..nothing fantastic. another 5 pages of ob to write on. feeling a bit unfair over that. but nah, shan't argue. get it over and done with first.

have a nice friday~ and weekend.

//posted by ivy @ 13:20//

Thursday, March 27, 2003

is my monitor giving way?

keep having the effect of 'blurred screen'..u know the one where ur comp screen go crazy when ur hp is nearby and there's an incoming call/sms? yup.. why eh?

cannot spoil leh.. im typing my term paper half way!!!!

[updated at 1800]

yipppie! done with my social work term paper. took a serious 3 hours to type it all out. tutor said around 4 pages. mine is 6! muhaha.. yep, well..can't blame lahz. it's my fav. subject this sem and what a waste..it's not a core, juz an elective. no point scoring A oso. it'll juz look nice but hmm..not as if it counts towards my overall grade. but then again, it's a good start to my dream of being a social worker! haha..

yuppie.. now im off for a 1/2 hour break, then i can do my accts tut for tmr . i feel ... good!

//posted by ivy @ 14:58//

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

met wanling for follow-up yday. we ran through the second assurance and completed it.

after that.. met zhongfa for dinner and.. *secret*..keke

had specialisation tok in school from 1230-230. outcome of tok din cause me to change my mind in anything.. only further strengthens my stand in putting hrc (human resource consulting) as my first choice. most likely, my initial three choices will be my ending three choices. hrc, marketing, b&f (banking & finance). got a strong hunch, feeling? whatever u call it. that i wun get into b&f. and im as happy to get into hrc as i'd be if i end up in marketing. i really wun mind if i get into marketing. think that two is my strongest interest now and in fact, for a long time. marketing was the reason why i chose business course and hr has been a lingering thought for a long, long time. well, i dunno where i will end up but nahz.. shan't worry so much. guess im one of the few who dun mind not getting into the first choice. haha!!

yup..i shall juz see where God wans me to be in.
it always amazes me how He blesses me in terms of academic stuffs. i can feel another...testimony on the way......!!!

yup.. guess i can't do much stuffs today though it's a perfect wed. haha. slacking a while more then mayb go print my notes. den im off to cell. of course, b4 that..would be to meet someone for dinner.. :P

//posted by ivy @ 17:00//

Monday, March 24, 2003

sleepy-head.

lazy to read readings though i have tonnes of them. big, fat slacker.

hungry..

missing you.

//posted by ivy @ 16:23//

Sunday, March 23, 2003

it has been an hour plus ago..

but....

im still caught by surprise!!

*thank you. -hugs-

//posted by ivy @ 23:59//

watched "cradle to the grave" yday night.. and till now, i still have no idea why such a title was chosen?..hmm.. it juz occurred to me that the title seems meaningless.. haha. no relevance to the show eh..

anyway.. yup..i had my wish of eating my laksa at meridien before that of cuz.. and way before that, at plaza, bought raspberry ice-cream. ice-cream uncle used pink bread too.. so the whole thingy looks so pink. but very nice eh.. im going back for more!! haha.

am i blogging events backwards as well??..*grinz

had a good time in church today.. as usual, pastor timothy shared. today was on how to discern God's voice. good topic cos i used to question that umpteen times last time. certain things he said did hit me. before he went into the sermon proper, some thoughts came into mind and i was rather distracted thinking about them. i wanted/needed an answer but yet, i din wanna go ask eric about it. so i juz brushed it aside. little did i know that God actually used today's sermon to answer that question which has absolutely no link to the sermon topic. anyway.. it was one of those verses pastor referred us to, that led me to the answer i wanted.

and i was shocked. totally! i mean..it couldn't juz be a coincidence. cos those two topics are not related in any sense but yet, the verses are the answers! well.. i never did doubt that God can speak thru sermons..and it juz furthers proves my point today.

It's a wonder how God always speak to me. nowadays, it seldom comes in the form of His audible voice or songs, but rather through Bible verses. no wonder, pastor mentioned that His Word always set us free. yupz..

so my friends..spend more time being still in the presence of God. it doesn't matter how long you may have prayed. be it 15 mins, 30 mins or even an hour.. so what? are we allowing our spirits to be still before God so that He can speak?

a little sharing from personal experience. i used to think that longer prayer time means more intense quiet time and the more time i spend in prayer means i am close to God. you know what? that is so wrong. God dun look at how long we can be on our knees uttering words after words, sentences after sentences..

today's sermon juz brought back this very lesson which i learnt years ago. and im so glad for it.

at home now.. unusual scenario cos im never at home on sunday? haha. well, zhong had soccer with the guys--reggie, charlie, shuhei, jon etc.. so im back home. shall do some work later. exams are drawing near.. woo..i can feel the stress mounting up amongst my classmates as i tok to them.. grrrr!!

day 4 of us-iraq war.. haiz.

//posted by ivy @ 16:05//

Saturday, March 22, 2003

juz woke up not very long ago..

ate pandan bread and a cup of ribena for beakfast..haha? weird combi eh?

slacking a while now.. mayb going to pack up my notes, bathe, have lunch den to dear dear's house for a time of quiet time, den off to movie/dinner-->well, im not too sure abt it yet..
but one thing is certain... im going to eat laksa for dinner at meridien!! muhaha..

had a nice time with zhong yday.. went for dinner, shopped a little and yakked a lot! haha..
should go fav. place no. 2 more often huh? haha.. and it's been a long time since i saw blue stars.. wonder when will i get to see them? keke..

yup yup.. shan't blog any further. tata.

//posted by ivy @ 11:23//

Friday, March 21, 2003

another 45 mins before i make my way back to school again.. for elective lect/tut.

oh yeah.. life is good. haha.. my fm tutor juz postponed my fm assignment deadline by one week. haha! cos next fri is the stepping up of new ntu president so no lessons for morn. meaning i got no accts and fm tut. supposedly have to make up for it but my tutor slacker.. decided not to have any make-ups.. well, like we wan anyway. and the assignment is supposed to be due next fri. so since there's no lesson, we wun see him lorz.. so we asked how are we going to hand in the assignment then.. while he was thinking.. we simply said "push to one more week lahz..". he smiled.. nodded. okie! set! haha..
life is good..haha.

so next week, i only have one term paper to do! woohoo~

okie dokie.. going to have a quick bath (hmm? since when have i ever taken a quick bath i wonder? hurhur).. then back to school. sianz .. but well, look at it from another angle..it's the end of the week!!

meeting zhongfa later for dinner.. (hmm.. so weird to type ur name eh? keke.. cos.. cos.. seldom call u that or seldom have to type that out too eh.. muahhaa)..

........tgif?

//posted by ivy @ 13:50//

Thursday, March 20, 2003

had stats tut in the morning.. nothing special. juz that for today's tut, i was half-asleep. haha. was reading all the smses in my hp and occassionally, stopped to put a tick to my answers! that's how i spent my two hours in tut..hehez! ntu's slacker!

gonna have to read up on my fm now..still got another 10 pages to go before i end the chpt to do tut. after that, gotta read accts chpt 9 and 10 for tmr's tut. argh!! on top of it, got tuition later.. that girl is one mafan thingy. always choosing tuition on my non-available days or those nights which i gotta rush tut! that's it..today is going to be the last time! next time..it'll always be on monday night. and i'll make sure she pays me on time! grr..

ta-ta

[updated at 17:00]
~~fm readings/tutorial~~ done! now, im left with accts. diaozz.. dun think i can finish reading those 100 pages eh. usually, i only read a chpt plus do the tut.. but this week's readin is two chpts leh.. nah, shan't bother. if i can't finish, then i'll not do the tut then.. at least, i can understand what the tutor is yakking abt tmr. jialatz..accts is really a killer! now stats seems less intimidating.. muahaha. fm can get a bit tedious at times. ob is hmm.. loads of words? haha.

okie..shall end off here.

//posted by ivy @ 13:47//

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

woke up in quite a good mood..know why??

cos..my mum wasn't at home. dunno where she went but it doesn't matter. im happy as long as she's not around when i need my concentration the most. managed to do around 7 qns for my stats tut before she came back and started making a din again!

was rather pissed at her during lunch but whatever.. ate my rice den left the kitchen liao. she's forcing me to stay out to study..and when im out too often, then she'll start her nags all over again! it's juz like a cycle..

nah..shan't bother myself with her mood swing.. as long as she dun bother me for the whole of next month..muhaha

still got 6 qns for my stats tut before i finish.. quite a record. haven managed to do my stats way before wed night before..haha. and by this afternoon, i shld be able to get it done.. provided nothing crops up.

cell tonight.. arlene teaching on last FOTS. --> go on and guess what this means? haha..

brrr.. i am starting to miss someone.. hehz.

[updated]
back from cell.. today's sharing by arlene was rather a short one.. hehz. but u did alright lahz, girl! worship was by bowan..his first try.

before that, had dinner with vk, tina, reggie, lil and zhong. i had my bah-ku-teh! finally..haha. have been craving for that for 2 weeks eh.. the one there not that nice but aiya, lazy to walk all the way to the swimming pool one. well, slacking online for a while.. going to sleep soon liao. tmr got 830 lect.. something that i haven attended for a month plus..!! haha.

//posted by ivy @ 12:58//

Monday, March 17, 2003

back from lect. yeah.. it's been a long time since i attended any lects, except for social work. that's needless to say, i wun skip that! haha..

after lect, had a short discussion for my proj. den home sweet home.

hmm.. realise that i have got not much time left for revision. these two weeks will be reserved for term papers, projects and catching up on readings. then im left with 2 or 2.5 weeks before i start my papers! jialat lahz..
my stats gone liao.

so far, not that worried for fm and ob cos i juz need to read like mad on those two and start practising. fm is like doin maths qns.

as for accts and stats, guess i have to work a bit harder..cos they are way tougher manz! grr!!

yup yup.. no stress. sure can do it one. haha..

lala.. hmm? okie..time for me to do my readings for this thurs stats tut. keke..

//posted by ivy @ 17:39//

Sunday, March 16, 2003

prayer & praise last night was beyond wad i expected. thought it was going to be another session of singing and then split up and pray pray pray.. though that was wad we did last night but somehow the way it was carried out was rather different from usual. perhaps, now is juz praying in pairs and for things which are more closely related to us? i dunno..

to me..i juz felt more at peace after the session. in fact, yday was quite a day for me. during leaders' training, God spoke some stuffs. i din ignore, but i put it at the back of my mind, wanting God to speak more during prayer & praise. which yup..He did. well well..one thing for sure, He never disappoints me whenever i ask of Him to speak to me. and i teared. i juz couldn't hold back anymore, too tiring to do so. simply releases it to Him and i know He'll take care of things.

went for dinner at bk with some of them after that.. yakked a little before i made my way home. bus journey home was long eh.. 190 was super crowded. came home, washed up then slept liao.

think i am rather burnt out physically this week. set my alarm at 730 but somehow, i din remember the alarm ringing. haha!! what's new? if not for zhong's sms, i think i would be sleeping thru service and wake up in time for youth! haha.

great time at service today. know what? i am beginning to like pastor timothy's sermon. hehz.

youth was hilarious! worship led by sabby, interesting way of starting praise! haha. sharing of "QT" by gilbert. gee.. he speaks so fast..haha. but it's his first time sharing and i think he did great! yup..

went for a drink with zhongfa after that.. chatted a bit..walked walked around..haha. he has a meeting and so, im back home! :)

dearie..you'll be fine yeah? dun worry so much abt the music min back there. and thanks for being there all these while. esp yday. :) take care in the midst of all the school stuffs and commitments ya? .

48 more days to end of exams! muahahaha

//posted by ivy @ 20:01//

Saturday, March 15, 2003

this song has been ringing in my head..

..for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
i'll be a witness in the silences..

--testify to love by avalon.

been thinking about it when pastor timothy's sharing last sun during youth came back.
that God's heart beats "people..people".. when we are in tune with His heartbeat, we too have the compassion for people out there who still do not know Him. and if we dun feel the need to step out of our own comfort zone and reach out, then something is very wrong with our love towards Him, our worship towards God.
and that brings me to think of why in the first place, im chosen to be a christian.. because the very existence of christians are to reach out. am i doin so? am i having the compassion for loved ones around me who have yet to know Him? my parents? frens?

God has been trying to speak to me recently..esp after the sharing on Sun but i seemed to be too busy for Him.

but you know what? God has been a good God. despite all these, He still loves me as much and everytime i feel far away from Him, i know the person who distance the gap is me, not Him. and im so glad for that! cos he never let me go.

juz some personal sharing. sometimes, it's important to remember God's faithfulness and blessings. and to give thanks. because He is good.

Amen?

//posted by ivy @ 02:11//

Friday, March 14, 2003

finally the week has come to an end!!
at least for lessons lahz..

what a tiring week it has been. rushing readings, tutorials, prep sheets, presentation.. eeks!

yup..has been quite tired cos of late nights etc etc..
but well, i can sleep more tonight..haha!

busy week not really over yet.. this week is juz the beginning! cos i've got a presentation, a 10-page write-up, two term papers and two more quizzes coming up in the next two weeks.. so much.. can't stand it. then when the hectic stuffs are all over, it'll then be time for me to mug hard for my exams! diaoz..

semester passed so fast.. before i even get myself back to study mode, it'll soon be hols again! haha..

and i paid hefty school fees just to skip lectures..haha! better not let my dad hear this..*hush hush*

gonna have prayer & praise tmr evening. looking forward to it. been quite a while since the last youth's prayer and praise. [not taking into account the prayer sessions for 'cosmic love' lahz]..

have a fantastic weekend! wac-ers, i'll see all of you tmr evening.. *wink.

time flies.. 'cosmic love' or rather v-day was juz a month ago. seems like it's last week..

//posted by ivy @ 18:48//

Thursday, March 13, 2003

can u believe it? i woke up at 5am this morning..!! muahah..

and i slept at 12 last nite.. :)

*beams..

woke up to do my stats tutorial which ..idiot subject.. took me so long to complete it! but well.. it's an achievement manz.. to go to class today well-prepared! haha.. satisfied feeling~

and then, went cant 11 with huijun for jap food lunch.. gee! so nice..*yummy yummy*. and it's only 3.50.. cheapie eh?

after that.. back home.. slept for 2 hours and then read thru my accts readings for tutorial tmr. 3/4 done.. juz had my dinner. very full.. but it's not really fantastic! got a queer feeling my mother is serious abt turning vegetarian sia. today's dishes are "long bean", "dou miao", "vegetarian hotdogs". boring!!..haha.

anyway.. slack enough liao. going to finish up my readings.. den my prep sheet for tmr.. den my presentation for tmr.. then my accts tutorial!! a lot rite?.. uni ~~sux~~ eh.. *shhh!!

//posted by ivy @ 19:19//

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

long and tiring day eh..

had accts test this afternoon.. gone case manz. i'll be surprised if i passed! haha.. im not that sure abt my adjusting journal entries and of cos, the income stmt and b/s as well.. jialat! 10% eh..

then came back.. took a ten mins rest b4 i prepared for sharing for cell. haha.. quite okie lahz..

cell was so big tonight..scary eh.. had couple of new faces like siling, zhiyuan, peifong, charine.. yup.. anyway, scary to share still.. so many people and so many pair of eyes staring.. eeks! dun like that feeling.. and i've got eric right beside me!! haha...

yup.. going to be a short blog tonight. decided to sleep first then wake up slightly earlier tmr do tutorial. quite exhausted liao..

im sleepy... yawnzzz

//posted by ivy @ 23:29//

Tuesday, March 11, 2003

any kind samaritians out there who wanna do my work for me?

i tell you what you can help with... muahhaha

1. accts chpt 8 reading
2. stats tutorial 8
~~3. fm chpt 10 reading~~
4. fm tutorial 8
5. accts tutorial 8
6. accts prep sheet
7. study for test tmr
8. prepare for lesson tmr

that's about all i guess.. deadline is this fri..

muahaha.... stressful life.

//posted by ivy @ 18:07//

taking a break before i credit myself off..
muahaha...

din go for stats lect today.. din bother. germs and i have decided to self-study. haha.. hope it works of cuz. well..it better!

reading my accts chpt 6 now.. bad debts. chim sia.
hopefully tmr test will be relatively easy. though i dun really think so since it's a 1.5 hours paper. if they simply ask us to do adjusting entries and then the respective income statement and b/s..shldn't take so long. bound to have some chim stuffs..

bored. sianz. sleepy.
what a perfect weather to sleep and im up reading! no logic..

to think that i'll be slightly more free after tmr quiz..realised it's not the case cos i have two term paper due on 29th march. im so dead.. social work will be relatively easier to write but not my fm paper. haven even thought of the topic yet. diaozzzzzzzzz...

yawnz.....

//posted by ivy @ 14:36//

Monday, March 10, 2003

i have to blog this...

i juz successfully popped 5 pills down!!

two bright orange ones, two lighter orange ones.. and one yellow pill..

EEEEKS!!

//posted by ivy @ 20:29//

went to the doc in ntu juz now.. good. at least this time round, they posted me to dr. calvin tan..--the one who took me for medical check-up last yr. he's a nice doctor eh.. makes you feel very comfy and of cuz..he operates more professionally than that victor yeo i went to last week. victor yeo din even bother to check my throat for inflammation last week.!! dr. calvin tan is much nicer.. said my condition got worse liao..haha. cough has worsened so he prescibed 20 tablets of antibiotics..they are in bright orange!! den another 20 tablets for my throat.. another 5 for my flu. all are medium-strengthed, as he said. and if i dun get well after 5 days..i MUZ go back to him again.. diaozz! let's hope that dun happen. the antibiotics better work!!..

oh yeah..i juz realised i've seen all the 3 different doctors they have over at the medical centre oredi. so far, think dr. calvin tan is the best.. that victor yeo is a slacker doctor.. and there's another older one who is super stingy over giving mc. muahhaa..

tuition tonight is cancelled cos my kid cannot finish her project and is due soon. good in a way.. i dun have to talk so much..at least that wun make my cough worse.

din wanna come home so early juz now so went to mac to do some readings. managed to complete 12 pages..another 16 to go before i can do my tutorials. tmr will be a busy day.. have to read finish two chpts of my accts and hopefully understand them cos i got a test on wed afternoon and i have to score well for that. and to think of it..i realised i have not prepared my sharing on wed night..!!! grrr!!..
shall do them all soon..

so fast..10th march liao.. in less than 2 months..i'll be having fun again! my holidays start on .........3rd may 12pm exactly! yippie!!
haiz..in uni..term passes super fast..to the extent that before you realises it.. stress is coming in cos u realise u only got one more month b4 u start ur paper..!! haha..

going to be quite busy these few weeks. these 4 weeks will be filled with term paper deadlines and quizzes. then after that, think i got a two weeks study break and then i got one entire week of examzzz!! yup..
it's time for me to start studying and attending neccessary lectures and do my tutorials and term papers huh? muhaha... still in slacking mood.. lalalala..

okie okie..gotta be a guai ger and go catch some rest.. my eyes are tired after reading maths stuffs for two hours and online for half an hour. too much work on the eyes will make you blind! hmm? maybe not..

im juz crapping..as usual.

ta-ta

//posted by ivy @ 18:41//

coff coff....

been coughing the entire of last nite till i din sleep much oso.. sianz. hate coffs..

only managed to sleep at 6am..till 12 lor.. den had to wakey to eat lunch. think shld be leaving soon to go the doc in ntu again. they better give me better and bigger bottle of med this time round. i have been coughing for more than a week eh!!

hmm..yday had a really long day eh.. had service in the morn..played the drums for last song. think it went quite okie lahz..a blundder here and there but not as bad as i thought it wld be. youth was fine too. worship by zhong..(u did a great job..despite of how u must have felt..), pastor timothy shared on evangelism.. then we had a time of prayer. after that..some of us went off to st. matthew's for pst stephen's evening svc. quite a good time there.

spent some time talking and praying for zhong before i went home.

you'll be alright ya? im sure God will carry you through all these.. and of cuz, i'll be here too. go take a look at ur 'dot dotz' for yday post.. hehz. take care dearie.

coff coff.. coff coff..

//posted by ivy @ 13:30//

Saturday, March 08, 2003

im F-R-E-A-K-I-N-G out eh.. tmr's last song..grr grr..*brrrr*...

heartbeat increased.

sweat...

juz came back from music prac at sac. offertry song okie. last song..??!! ...well..
i can do it..[?]..

managed to run thru it once quite okie..zhong was there..telling me how to play..muhahaa.

den after that, when i ran thru that again w/o him around..blurz leh..

my groove quite bad. keep missing out on one of my bass kick.
let's juz hope/pray tmr will be fine. [resigned look]...

had a long day today..had leaders' meeting then music prac. tmr muz give eric the prepared materials..i haven typed them yet so gonna type later..

mum wans me to go jp with her to buy supper for my dad's frens who are coming over in ten mins time.. *waste my time*...
anyway..see you all tmr.

//posted by ivy @ 20:01//

Friday, March 07, 2003

back from tutorial..now waiting for lunch and going to take a shower then back to school for elective. after that..meeting zhong for dinner before he goes for his music prac.
yep..day nicely planned out..

got back my accts quiz..keke. a bit paiseh abt my grades but then again, i was kinda expecting it lahz. got 13/25..keke.

consider not bad when i only studied at the last minute and i din do any tutorial qn before that. muahha.

another one coming up this wed. a bit scary eh.. another 10% eh.. shall try to at least pass with a higher grade this time round...*hopefully..

have a good friday ahead people..and of cuz..a great weekend.

have a wonderful time at music prac tonight zhong.. :)

//posted by ivy @ 12:46//

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

im awake..finally.
after 13 hours of hibernation.

the medicine i ate really made me sleepy manz. keke.

down with flu and coff and a slight fever for the past few days liao..sianz.
first..it was juz running nose and slight fever..den the fever went away and left me with a blocked nose. after that, my throat starts to hurt and then i started coffing.

argh..being sick is sickening..

oh yeah..let's see..how many days have i not blogged?..hmm..

okie..on sun.. same stuffs. went for svc and youth. saw pastor timothy for the first time. not used to him yet but it's gonna take time. youth was okie.

after that..had a little surprise for huiwen and faith. ate a bit. the food not bad eh..keke.

went out with zhong after that. had dinner at swensens. hmm....the food was nice. ice-cream oso..haha. maybe that's the cause of my cough? muhaha.. nah, not impt anyway.

*i love the piggy. so cute..* thanks.

mon had no school..stayed at home and slacked the whole day. tues went for lessons and see doctor, den out to study a while.

yup..juz read thru some of my stats readings..resting a while now. looking forward to cell tonight eh..u know why? muahah..

//posted by ivy @ 12:51//

Saturday, March 01, 2003

irritating..i can't even sleep.!!

my house like so crowded all of a sudden..my dad's frens are over..cos there's soccer?!

wad rubbish?? is soccer like so interesting? hmph.. i'll slaughter my husband next time if he places soccer above me. muahahaa!!!

and not only that..the temple person is over too.. wad the heck is he doing here?

my only conclusion is that he's here to check out my house for the altar thingy! argh~~ *vomit*puke* irritant!!

get lost!...

shan't bother myself with them..he juz asked me some hp thingy and i practically juz gave him the bo-chup answer. when he entered my room, he went "HIYEEEE" (at volume 5?)..and i replied "hi" (volume 1/2?)..muahaha!
how mean can i get huh?

well..pretty mean when it comes to him? keke..

okie..time to do something constructive?! hmm..? like what i wonder?....

//posted by ivy @ 21:01//